After that blissful time with Gerace, I had to leave. Well, I didn’t really have to, but a promise made is a promise kept. And I promised Andreas we would make dinner at my place. Gerace had fallen asleep once again with me tucked in his arms. To be honest, I’m not sure when the last time I cuddled with someone. Or when the last time I felt secured. Andreas and I had f****d that one day before we were interrupted. Darnell and I were just animals without sleep, ironic isn’t it? And well, whatever weird attraction I have to Chris is just that, an enigma. I know it’s crazy to think that but Gerace, although a s****l deviant, and amazingly talented s****l deviant, was like this big old teddy bear. Don’t get me wrong I love it. He could open my eyes to more of the things I was interested in sex

