Chapter 5 Could be forgiven, could be steamy

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"It's not mine... I promise you. Please believe me... I'll prove it..." Echoes in my head. How can he prove that it’s not his child when the proof is right in front of our face's. It hurts me everyday knowing that Amanda is pregnant and I am not. It scares me that he will still choose her over me. I know that all of this is hurting Tiff since she hasn't made herself known that she's there. She buried herself behind the thoughts in my mind. I understand why, this was supposed to be our mate that the Moon Goddess matched us with. Even though I am hurt I still stay by Dylan's side to help him recover from the pain I have caused him. Every so often Amanda comes in when he's sleeping and tells me to leave so she can be with the father of her child. Then when he wakes he calls for me like I'm the only person in the world he wants to be with. It makes Amanda infuriated but it puts a smile on my face knowing he doesn't want her around him. Sometime's Dylan will ask me to join him in the hospital bed with him. He will tell me 'It's so lonely in this big bed with no one to share it with'. At first I would just brush it off but recently when he says that and without any hesitation I am right there next to him. I'll lay my head on his chest listening to his heart beat while he rubs the midsection of my back with the tips of his fingers that send chills up my spine that pulls me closer to him. I could stay like this forever till there is a knock on the door. Doctor James makes himself known to us. "Good Morning you two" he smiled at us as I buried my face into Dylan's chest trying to hide how red and warm my cheeks are. "How are we feeling?" he ask Dylan. "I feel great Doc. I'm ready to get out of this hospital bed and go home and into my own" he says as he pulls me closer in a tight hug and kisses me on my forehead. I become weak in the knee's when it comes to him. When it's just him and I it feels like it's us against the world. Maybe it just might be the mate bond between us but it feels so good to be just him and I. I space off while Dylan and James talk; I'm just lost for words when I look at him. If it wasn't for Amanda it could be me that's pregnant with his pup. None of that matters when I'm with him, I can feel his arms tighten up around me and it gives me butterflies. He looks down at me and I'm lost in his eyes, he has this crooked little grin that would make anyone melt. "Would you get off my man? You look desperate right now" a familiar voice came from the doorway. Dylan, James and I looked together and sure enough it was Amanda leaning against the doorframe seductively. My stomach dropped just the sight of her. As if Dylan knew what I was thinking he pulled me close, took my hand and interlocked my hand with his. "I'm not your's Amanda. If I am anyone's... I belong to Roni she is my mate and nothing will change that. Even that baby inside of you that you claim is mine." He said has he looked at me with a smile that could warm anyone's soul. The way she looked at me felt like her eyes could burn hole's into the backside of your head. The thing was that she didn't look very upset about what Dylan said. In a way it kinda scared me, what if when that baby comes and he realizes that he wants his family. Thoughts are rushing threw my head to the point its hurting. Tiff is going crazy wanting to come through and tear Amanda to pieces for seeking a claim on her mate. I pushed her into the backside of my mind. I'm not sure how much longer I can keep her from coming through. All I know is that I just wanted it to be him and I. This is supposed to be the happiest time of my life with my mate, but she had to ruin it for me. Amanda had this grin on her face that I wish I could wipe off her face, as if she truly believed that she was going to come out on top when everything is said and done. "I will go but Dylan you will realize soon that I am the one you are ment for. But you can do as you please for now, you know where to find me when she doesn't please you like I can darling." She said with a bitter tone in her voice. She took a step and turned around and started to walk swaying her hips from left to right, with a bounce in each step she took as she walked away. "Don't worry about her doll-face. You're all I need and all I could ever want." Dylan said as he kissed my forehead. "You were saying Doc." he said as he gestured his hand towards James. James talked about Dylan's recovery and told him that he couldn't go back to work for a bit till he was cleared. But he could do extracurricular activities in bed which Dylan was excited for. I could feel the excitement rushing through his chest, heart beating rapidly and breathing heavily. Like as if he's going to take me back to his room and officially claim me as his mate. I was starting to get excited too, I brushed my fingers over the right side of my neck where his mark would go. It made me feel hot and heavy just thinking about the things he would do to me. Like would he take it slow since he would be my first or would he take me fast to get it over with. Would he please me as far as I go until the point that I colapse to his orgasmic pleaser he would give me. One thing to another was racing through my mind and I started squirm a bit next to Dylan. I stopped immediately because I could feel how wet I was just from thinking about what he would take me and pleasure me. I knew he could do it because he took the documents from James and signed as fast as he could and jumped out of bed pushing James out of the door and rushing to put his clothes on. Taking me by the hand and basically running out the hospital back towards his room. Once Dylan was released a part of me was anxious about how things would be between us. Was what he was saying about him belonging to me true or was it just all talk. I packed up our belongings getting ready to leave when Madie and Max showed up. "Roni, are you ready to go? We set up your room in Sam's room for now." Madie said to me without a doubt that I would say yes. I wanted to say yes but I also wanted to tell her no. I wasn't sure what to say until Dylan spoke up for me in a horse voice. "Yeah she is. Thanks for picking her up". I shot my head towards him with confusion. Like as if these last couple of day's have meant nothing for him. I thought he was going to say something along the line's of 'No. She will be coming with me'. With everything that has happened in the last two week's I understand why he said it. He must have thought I was still mad at him. Don't get me wrong I was still pretty pissed with him but I had a sweet spot for him. Before I could think of what to say I blurted out with a distressing tone in my voice "No. Not just yet." Everyone looked at me profounded like I said something that was forbidden. "I wanted to take him back to his room and get him situated then I can walk back over to your place. If that's okay with you Dylan" I said earnestly towards him. He nodded in approval with a smile on his face. "If that is what you want that is fine." Max said to me looking at Madie who was still in disbelief. Max took out the bag's and placed them on a cart to take to the car. Madie followed behind and looked back at me. "You don't have to Roni, Rose said she would help me." Dylan said to me, taking my hand. His expression on his face looked regretful because of his past. He felt like he's already taken up too much of my time, as if I didn't want to be here. I had mixed emotions about him and the things going on but at the end of the day he was still my mate. If truth would be told I would love to enjoy a night with him. Without the doctors and nurses checking up on him and Amanda interrupting us. I hated to see my mate in this kind of pain but at the same time he really deserved it. He hurt me just as much by getting Amanda pregnant but if he was being true about it not being his, I would have to forgive him sooner or later. "I want to, Dylan" I said with a hopeful smile on my face. Boy did his face perk up to me saying that. He pulled me into a hug so fast it made me feel happy. I could feel his heart racing through his chest, in the hopes of fixing things between us. I was still doubtful but I was willing to give it a shot. You know what they say 'You're innocent until proven guilty.' He deserved a chance to make things up to me, and with the way his hope for us grew. I had a feeling that he would prove his feelings for me. I knew Tiff was excited about spending some alone time with Dylan because she is talking away a storm in my head. "I can't wait to make him mine. My mate. I can't wait to see the dirty thing's he's going to do to us. Roni, we have to be submissive to him. I bet him and his wolf would love that and mark us as theirs." She's kinda getting a little out of hand. I mean I wouldn't mind having all of him but also it's just too soon. I don't want to seem easy to him but also I don't want him looking for pleasure from somewhere else. Time will tell is all I have to say. Dylan's POV When I woke up in the hospital to see Roni was there with me was a relief. Maybe I didn't mess up thing's between us as I thought. When it came to her I was always filled with happiness and joy. She would sit there and hold my hand till I fell asleep, once I woke up Amanda would be there. I would always call out for Roni and when I did she would be there in a blink of an eye. I'd tell Amanda that she would need to leave because I didn't want her there. But time and time again when I woke up she would be there. Why doesn't she understand that even if that is my pup inside of her I still wouldn't take her as a chosen mate because Roni is mine. I would battle for Roni's affection and love no matter what. Just the thought of her made me want to change who I was, because I wanted to be what she needed. Her mate. The one she counted on for support and affection through the good and the bad. When I laid my eyes on her the first time I knew she was the one but I didn't want to admit to it. But the second time I saw her laying in that hospital bed, I knew I need to change for her. There is still hope for her to believe me that Amanda's baby isn't mine. I want a family with her and no one else. God I am in love with her and I hope I can show her to love me. I just want some alone time with her to prove to her that she's the one for me. But with everyone coming in and out of the room and these stupid machine’s I am hooked up to it's kinda hard. Everytime I'm awake I still try to get Roni to come join me and bed to cuddle. Recently she has been giving in, which brings me much joy to have her close to me. I could wake up everyday like this with her next to me. I love being able to hold her tight in my arms and able to kiss her on the forehead as much as I want. It puts me right to sleep. I'm so ready to get home. I've been cooped up in this room for far too long. I'm hoping she will come with me but I'm not going to pressure her into it. James comes in and asks his usual questions like he always does. Amanda came in and tried to start s**t with Roni but I wasn't having it. No matter what happens I am Roni's. When Amanda left, James told me I could go home today, I wanted to jump out of bed. I texted Max to come pick up Roni and I. He asked me if Roni was going with them or me and I said it was up to her. James handed me my discharge paperwork and told me to sign them. I couldn't have signed them any faster than I did. I was ready to get the hell out of this place and have Roni to myself. The moment when Roni said she would go with me for a bit brought joy to me that she would rather come with me. I was so excited I could pick her up and twirl her around. But I had to remember James told me take it easy, but s*x was okay. The word s*x basically made the front of my pant's tight. Just thinking of making love to Roni really got me hard and horny. I had to think sad thought's to get my b***r to go away before anyone could see but it didn't help much so I had to tuck it away. Roni's POV After a short drive back to the pack house. Max took up Dylan's bag's for me as I helped Dylan walk up the stairs to his room. Wow, there was a lot of stairs to his room. Once we got up to his room I looked around and saw that everything was the same way I had left it. The covers on the bed were still open up from when Dylan laid me down nights ago; a bath towel on the floor in the crook of the doorway, water was still in the tub from when he drew me a bath. The only thing that was different was the couch in the room. Looked like as if Dylan slept on it the night I left. There was a pillow on the arm rest and a sheet sprung out on the couch. "Sorry I couldn't bring myself to sleep in the bed." Dylan said with humiliation in his voice. When he said that it made me feel warm on the inside. Before I could say anything Dylan took my hand and brought it up to his face. The warm sensation of his breath against it feels good. His lushes lips pressed against my hand and kissed it. My face became warm and red. It gave me a feeling of belief that he really did want to be with me and only me. Emotions that I was feeling started to overwhelm me to the point... Oh my god my panties were wet. I was so turned on I could feel the wetness of my tight p***y as I squirm away from Dylan. But I knew he could smell my arousal. Because he pulled me down onto his lap putting his hand on my thigh and licked the part of my neck where his mark should be, grazing his canines against my skin. Sending shivers up my spine. Then his big soft blue eyes looked into mine. At that moment the urge of lust came over me as I crashed my lips onto his. He pulled me over his lap to straddle him and held me tight. Embracing me as he ran his fingers through my hair, deepening the kiss. I'm not sure what came over us but I had a good feeling it was our wolf's and our mate bond. It felt like nothing could pull us apart. Goddess I wanted him so bad, I wanted him to take me how he wanted. I've waited so long for this and I wanted it. As we kissed we would pull away slightly to be able to gasp some air before going back to kissing. It felt so good to have him this near and like this. Dylan made his way down from my lips back to my neck sucking it. I let out a small moan of pleasure, I wasn't sure why I just made that sound but he like it and liked it alot. He put his hands on my plump ass and grasped it hard as he lifted me into the air, pinning me up agaianst the wall as he continued to desperatly suck my neck. I could tell he was holding back from marking me as his. I pulled my shirt off over my head exposing my black lace bra that was holding up my well rounded breast. I was happy that I wore my matching panties and bra today. I wore it for him, my mate. How I started to love saying that but soon if thing's lead where they were going I was about to call him daddy all night long. Dylan stopped sucking my neck where he left a diffrent kind of mark on me, too look up at me. He slowly walked away from the wall while keeping eye contact with me and carefully walked us to his bed. He laid me down so gently and crossed his arm and pulled off his shirt quickly. Still holding eye contact with me. His body was well build with abs running down his chest down to his lower region. He was loaded wih muscuels. I couldn't believe that this man was mine, body and all. He laid me down ever so softly, like I was fragile, like he was afraid to break me. He lifted himself off of me to take in the sight of me laid out in front of him . Lust filled his eyes along with a smile. He lowered himself down to me. Pressing his soft sweet lips against mine. Then down my neck, down in between my breast as he brought his hand up to caress my right breast. Using his fingers to pull the lace of my bra down under my breast to expose it to him. He pinched my hard n****e in between his fingers and that made my body flinch to his touch. Working his mouth down my torso to the top of my jeans. He looked up at me and locked eyes with me before unbuttoning my pants. I didn't know how to feel, like this was really happening, my mate was going to take my virginity and make me his. It felt so good to have his body on mine. I ran my fingers alongside his arms and gave him a quick nod confirming that I was ready. You should have seen the grin on his face. I kicked off my shoes, as he pulled my pants down over my waist and down my legs. Just leaving me in my black lace underwear and bra. He took a step back to look at my curvaceous body. Biting his lip he moaned "Goddess you're perfect". I giggled at his response. He began to rub his hands over my thighs before he kissed them. I was seeping wet to his touch. I felt a soft kiss over my panties where the slip of my p***y was. I cried out a moan wanting more, sending my hands through his hair. I could feel the vibration of his lips on my opening as he moaned. Pushing my panties to the side with his thumb, grazing my opening. Crashing his mouth on my p***y. This feels so amazing to the point I was about to c*m. Squirming all over the bed. Dylan stopped to look at me and said in a deep hush voice "Not yet baby. Not till I tell you to c*m". I gasped How is this man going to tell me I can't c*m yet?' I was thinking before he smacked the top of my p***y and shot me a serious look. He slid a finger inside of me, curling his finger while continuing to swirl his tongue on my sweet spot. Flicking and sucking my c**t. To the point that it was swelling with sensation. It was going to send me over the rail of climax. I held it in till he told me " c*m for me doll face, I want to taste your juices all over my face ". Picking up the pace of him fingering me. I gave out a sharp yelp out of pleasure, screaming his name, squirting all over his face. He rode out my climax with his face shoved into my p***y. Once I was done he leaned up and wiped his face with the backside of his hand. "Baby you taste amazing, I can't wait to have you screaming my name like that all night long." He said with desire while buttoning his pants and taking them along with his boxers off. I looked at him wide eyed and panicked an said "Wait…all night? We aren't done?" He gave out a low laugh and shook his head note to me. I gulped in shock. " Don't worry I'll start slow. My love." He said to me as he kissed me. He reached over into his nightstand and pulled out a small bottle. Squirting liquid into his hand. I looked down and oh my goddess, there is no way that is fitting inside of me. His c**k went halfway down his thigh, thick and veiny. There's just no way. He put some liquid that must have been lube on my entrance. He pulled me by my ankles so I could be closer to him. Rubbing my c**t with his thumb. " This might hurt, baby…" He started to say before I cut him off. " You're going to wear a condom. Right?" I asked. " I'm out, I will just pull out. I promise" He said to me as he kissed my knee. I felt some pressure at my entrance. He would push the head of his c**k in and out asking me each time if I was OK. And each time I would shake my head yes. He'd go a little deeper each time and I could feel the pain intensifying each time. It was weird, it hurt but it felt so good. Next thing I knew he was shoving his whole length inside of me. Taking his hand to cover my mouth to muffle the sound of me screaming. He stayed still till I told him I was good. " Damn, baby you're so f*****g tight. I almost camed just by thrusting into you." He said sweating and pleasure. I wrapped my legs around him to Take him deeper. He wrapped his arms around my waist and began to thrust in-and-out of me faster and faster. He must have been hitting my G spot because I was screaming in pleasure on the brink of cumming again. I bet the whole packhouse could hear us but I didn't care. "c*m for me baby doll, all over me please." Just like that I was pulling him closer, releasing myself all over his c**k. I felt a warm liquid running down my butt. "Fuck." He said. "f**k what Dylan?" I said concerningly. "When you pulled me closer when you cummed, you clinch down on my d**k and ummm…" He said with fear in his eyes. "Spit it out Dylan." I yelled at him. " I release myself inside of you. But it's OK though. We are mates after all." I hit him in the chest. I was so mad at him. Because now I could get pregnant with his baby. I got up and got dressed so quickly. I was fuming mad. How could he? We still don't know if Amanda's baby is his or not. Like what the actual f**k. I walked out the door, slamming it behind me. I walked out of the packhouse and headed to Madie's. Moments later the alarms were going off. Oh s**t! We were being attacked.
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