I was searching for my mittens this morning. It was extremely cold this morning. The boys have been up and about already, getting the communications going with Vorel and her team regarding Arcaniss. Cammy has been working with them too. I somehow feel a little bit jealous since she is almost the same as me, just with blonde hair and I know from experience that most males prefer females with blond hair. This is making me a little bit self-conscious. I am normally very loving toward myself and I rarely feel down like this. Is this another pregnancy thing? I feel so stupid for feeling this way. I don't why I just left my mittens in my pocket. I finally found it and went downstairs to have breakfast. This morning we are having the traditional bacon and egg with toast breakfast. Zera is alrea

