I am not sure how we got in this situation, but all of us are sitting at the dinner table eating breakfast that Derick made. I don't know if I should be awkward about this or not. I mean, I don't feel awkward. Hell, I am not even sure what I am feeling at the moment. I am not sure if I should be angry at Lucas for inviting her to have breakfast with us or not. Pregnancy can make you feel so weird.
Last night I started to cry because I got angry at myself for thinking about something bad happening to the forest. Like one spark goes too far or a burning piece of wood rolls off and lights up the forest. My thoughts went to all the animals that will lose their homes and some might lose their lives. And today I feel nothing. Is this normal? I feel numb, like nothing can faze me one bit. What
