It's been two weeks. Two weeks after Tolani left the hospital with Pearl, her daughter. Two weeks of me not seeing Cross. What is happening? I asked myself. Is he still mad at me for what I said to him? I said it because I was frustrated and I never knew what to do. I said it because I thought that was the right thing for me to do. I know it was wrong but I did it because I wanted him to stay away from me. Which he did but I don't know why I am not happy about it. Every day I will pick up my phone and check if he has sent me a message but there is no message from him. I miss him so much. Hope he isn't angry with me for what I said to him. But I didn't mean to say that to him. I was just overwhelmed with everything. Not forgetting the fact that I had a fight with Uriel too. Eve

