Melissa sat on the toilet seat with her eyes closed and then she opened it again, her heart slamming against her chest.
"I can do this, I can do this…" she repeated.
Once again she closed her eyes, trying to focus all her intent so she would dissolve into her own mind and meet up with her wolf. The more she tried to focus the more foreign thoughts crashed into her mind. She didn't want to live in a reality where her mate isn't the one she wanted. She'd managed to convince herself that she could make anyone her lover regardless of who her mate was but now that she was actually alone to do it, she couldn't.
She realized deep down, she really didn't want to know. The possibility scared her so much. She tried to steady herself.
"What is this?" She soliloquized. She couldn't believe th
