Bodhi helped Esmerelda get dressed and dusted her off. He was happy he made her feel good. She looked at him, the wonder of what just happened still on her face. He smiled at her. "What?" he asked her as he looked in her eyes. "That was the first time I uhm, I ever, well, did any thing like that." she said shyly. "I know, Esmy I could tell. I hope you liked it," He was looking at her, hoping she wasn't regretting what just happened. He surely wasn't. "Well, yes, but" she was so lost for words at how to explain how she felt guilty for him making her feel good, but she really just wasn't ready for s*x. It feels like she is trying to turn him away, and that couldn't be further from the truth. "Hey, don't worry about me, if that's where this is going. Cold showers w

