Ava p.o.v
Tricia wasn't home when I get here, so I let myself in since I still have my keys and make my way to my old room. After sitting on the bed for sometime, I finally drag myself up and enter the bathroom to have a long shower.
I stayed under the hot spray, running the sponge absentmindedly all over my body but paused when I reach my stomach.
I didn't feel anything special, rather I felt devoid of emotion. There wasn't any motherly instinct that took over me to caress my tummy fondly. I have never given much thought to motherhood, I'm way too young for it and I have my college courses to concentrate on.
This is my life, and decisions shouldn't be made for me but he does. He has absolutely no right to do this, he has no right to dictate my life yet that's what he always do. He alw
