144. I had been sleeping because I had been tired out by Valery because she kept asking me to make the drug or whatever for them and I had refused.
She had been making sure that I didn't get even a wink of sleep. She would either come singing, banging things or even pour water on me every time I would try getting a wink of sleep.
“Since I was told I am not to hurt you until you make us what we want, then, I have to make sure that the methods I use to torture you are subtle and not physical.
How long do you think you can go without sleeping in your current condition?" Valery had asked me after waking me up for the tenth time that day.
“I will die before I make Josiah whatever it is he wants," I had said as I tried to stay stronger.
I knew that if I wasn't pregnant, I could have held on
