119. Her face seemed to drain of color and her whole body started shivering as she looked at my face, toes curling, chains clinking, staring at me as if I had just told her I didn't love her. "Don't leave me," she whispered, and I jerked, eyes flying open wide. The red haze disappeared in an instant and I felt my heart plummet. Was that how she understood my outburst? "Please don't leave me, Norman. I won't say it again. Don't leave me, please. I won't say it again. I promise. Please don't leave me alone," she was crying by now and was hysterical. Shit... s**t, s**t, s**t. f*****g s**t! I couldn't be harsh with her when she was like this, could I? Seeing her face… she wasn't herself, not at all, it wasn't just her body that was in overdrive, it seemed like perhaps even her mind and e

