122. I remember that time as if it happened yesterday because it was the most embarrassing moment of my whole life and I hoped that it would never happen again. I was horny beyond words and all my mind could think about at that moment was d**k. I hated Norman because I couldn't understand how he could just look at me go through all that pain and do nothing about it. At that time, my brain was telling me that if I were him, I would d**k me properly until I came out of the rut. He tried telling me reasons why we couldn't but in that state, I would be lying if I said that I understood. I was able to hold on for a whole week and he never touched me inappropriately or said any hurtful words to me like I did. Sometimes, I would be myself and talk to him well but other times, when the w

