Chapter 9

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~~Oriana~~ Damien Black. The name landed in my chest like a stone dropped into still water. I had heard the name before. But not in any personal way - more like the way certain names drifted through Venice on their own current, attached to whispers and careful pauses in conversation. The kind of name people said quieter than the ones around it. But I kept my smile exactly where it was. “Oriana Vitale,” I said simply. “I know.” Damien’s eyes were warm, unhurried, holding mine with the ease of a man completely comfortable in his own skin. “I’ve heard quite a bit actually.” “Then you have the advantage,” I said lightly. He smiled wider at that. Genuine looking. The kind of smile that made you feel like you were the only person in the room worth talking to. I noticed that. Filed it away. Ciro hadn’t moved beside me. Hadn’t said a word. But I could feel it - that particular quality of stillness coming off him that had nothing to do with calm and everything to do with something coiled very tightly underneath the surface. Like a room that looked empty but wasn’t. “I hope settling in hasn’t been too difficult,” Damien continued, his tone easy and conversational, like we were two people who had run into each other at a normal event in a normal city. “Venice takes some getting used to.” “Oriana is adjusting,” Ciro said. Three words. Level and quiet. But the way they landed - the way Damien’s eyes moved briefly to Ciro when they came - told me that those three words had carried an entire conversation inside them that I wasn’t fully equipped to translate yet. Damien looked back at me. Something moved at the back of his eyes. Quick and unreadable, there and gone. Then he raised his glass slightly, that easy smile returning like it had never left. “Well. It was truly lovely to meet you Oriana. I hope the evening treats you well.” “Thank you,” I said. He held my gaze for one beat longer than necessary. Then he turned and moved back into the crowd, unhurried, stopping to greet someone a few feet away like the entire exchange had been the most ordinary thing in the world. I watched him go. And then Ciro’s hand came to rest at the small of my back - light, barely there, but deliberate - and without a word we moved away from that spot together. I didn’t speak for a while after that. Neither did Ciro. We moved through the room, stopping where stopping was necessary, standing where standing was required. People approached and spoke and I smiled and nodded and said the right amount of nothing. But underneath all of it, Damien Black’s easy smile kept drifting back through my mind. I’ve heard quite a bit actually. What exactly had he heard? From who. And why had the sound of his name made Ciro go so completely, dangerously still. Later, when the room had thinned and the noise had settled into something lower and less charged, Rosa appeared at my side with two glasses and the expression of someone who had been watching everything from across the room and had formed several opinions about it. “Here.” Rosa pressed a glass into my hand without ceremony. I took it gratefully. “Thank you.” Rosa stood beside me, surveying the remaining crowd with sharp eyes. “You held yourself well tonight.” “I had no idea what was happening half the time,” I said honestly. “That’s one thing about this world.” Rosa sipped her drink. “Half the time nobody does. The ones who pretend otherwise are usually the most dangerous ones in the room.” I thought about Damien’s easy smile. “Rosa,” I said quietly. “Hmm.” “Damien Black.” Rosa was quiet for a moment. Not the quiet of someone who didn’t have anything to say – the quiet of someone deciding how much of what they had to say was safe to let out. “Not tonight,” Rosa said finally. Her voice was still light but the words were firm underneath. “Ask me when we’re not standing in a room full of ears.” I nodded and let it go. For now. The drive back was quiet. Venice moved past the car windows in long slow streaks of gold and dark water, the canal lights spilling their reflections across the surface below every bridge we crossed. Beautiful city. Never fully honest about what lived inside it. I kept my hands folded on my lap and my eyes on the window. “You knew he would be there,” I said. Not a question. Ciro sat on the other side of the car, looking straight ahead. “Yes.” “And you still brought me.” “Keeping you in a room wasn’t something you would have accepted.” I turned to look at his profile. That jaw. That stillness. The way he carried everything so close to the surface and still managed to show almost none of it. “That isn’t what I asked.” A pause. “They needed to see you,” Ciro said. “Everyone in that room. Including him.” So I had been a message tonight. Standing beside him in blue, holding my ground, smiling at the right moments without knowing the full picture. A message delivered without being told I was delivering it. The anger that came was quiet and clean. “Next time–,” I said carefully, “...tell me what I'm walking into.” Ciro turned to look at me then. That slow, thorough look of his. “You handled it well,” he said. “That is not a response to what I just said.” Something shifted in his jaw. Almost imperceptible. “Next time,” he said quietly. “You’ll know.” I held his gaze for a moment longer than I intended to. Then I looked back at the window. It wasn’t an apology. I suspected Ciro hadn’t produced a sincere apology in all thirty years of his life. But it was a concession – small and deliberate from a man who clearly didn’t make them lightly – and I filed it away alongside everything else I was quietly collecting about him. Sept Tour received us in its usual night-time silence. Nica was near the staircase, hovering gently. She looked at me over with a quiet relief, like she had been waiting and was glad the waiting was done. “Goodnight Nica,” I said before the girl could fuss. Nica smiled. “Goodnight.” I climbed the stairs. I was near the top when his voice came from below. “Oriana.” I stopped, turned on the step. Ciro stood at the base of the staircase, one hand on the banister, looking up at me. The hallway light caught his face the way it always seemed to glow – like even the light in this house had decided to cooperate with him. “Damien Black is not a friend,” he said. Even. Flat. The tone of something delivered as fact not opinion. I looked down at him from the step. “Oriana doesn’t have friends here to spare,” I said. “You made sure of that.” It landed. I watched it land – a small tightening at his jaw, something brief and unguarded moving through his eyes before he pulled it back. Good. “He has an agenda,” Ciro said. “With everything he does.” “So does everyone in your world,” I said. “Including you.” Silence. Because there was nothing to say to that. I turned and walked the rest of the way up without waiting for a response. The room was exactly as I had left it. Rose on the windowsill. Curtains half open. Venice doing its quiet glittering thing through the glass like it had no idea what kind of night had just happened inside these walls. ~****~ I sat on the edge of the bed and reached for Rosa’s bracelet, turning it slowly between my fingers. Thin gold, delicate looking, a tracker sitting inside it like a secret. Funny that the thing that had made me feel safest tonight wasn’t Ciro’s hand on my back or the fact that no one had dared approach me without permission. It was Rosa. Quietly watching from across the room. Knowing exactly where I was at every moment. I set the bracelet on the nightstand. Lay back. Damien Black’s smile found me in the dark. Warm and easy and just slightly too smooth for the room it had been produced in. I hope it won’t be the last time. Then Ciro’s voice underneath it. He has an agenda. The thing that bothered me – the thing I was almost annoyed at myself for admitting, was that Ciro wasn’t wrong. I had felt it myself. That faint wrongness sitting just beneath the warmth of Damien’s smile. The way everything about him had been perfectly calibrated for exactly the impression it made. But Ciro had agendas too. Ciro had used me tonight without telling me he was doing it. So what was I supposed to do with a warning that came from the person responsible for me being here in the first place - that was what I laid in the dark turning over and over. No answers came. Outside, the water moved through Venice the way it always did. Steady and ancient and completely unbothered. And I lay in the quiet of a room that still didn’t feel like mine, in a house that still didn’t feel like mine, thinking about two men with agendas and wondering which one I should be more afraid of. I still didn’t have an answer while sleeping.
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