I was in no mood for lunch and decided to head to my room to at least be able to relax before tonight. “Can I just ever have a normal day?” I asked myself. This is about the only moment I have had to let things sink in and realize that I am going to be crowned Queen soon. Everything that had happened just struck me like a truck and it was overwhelming. I sighed, “Can it ever be normal again or is this destined to be my life?” Every day something happens, and even when being able to deal with just everything that is thrown my way, I just sometimes want just a day where nothing happens, but I guess that is what I get when becoming Queen. I laid in bed frustrated with my emotions and wondering if this was something I even wanted now. I had fallen asleep when Sain woke me up

