Tomorrow is Christmas and I am freaking panicking, which I don't know why seeing as I am the greatest gift-giver of all times. It's just for some reason I feel like I have the weight of the earth on my shoulders. I decided to tell Layla that I am pregnant today seeing as in a few months I'm going to be showing. I don't know why I'm so worried. I mean, she loves me, she wouldn't leave me. Right? No.
She wouldn't. I got pregnant on my own terms, this time. So now she can't be mad about that. Now that I think about it, I don't even know if she knows how Marie came along, and if not, I would like to keep it that way.
I am currently at the mall with Gina. I got her gift the other day and she got mine so we didn't have to worry about that. I ordered Marie a giant ass dollhouse a few weeks ag
