I kept pacing back and forth nervous on how this is all going to go down, ever since last night I've been rethinking my choices. Gina was right this is a terrible idea, why the hell would I come up with this? We are just going to want to fight, Maria is going to be confused and I'm going to end up dying alone which honestly at this point doesn't seem that bad but if I think about it more it does sound bad. What if I just pick Gina? Wouldn't that just be simpler?
I barely got any sleep because my thoughts as always were bothering me. You know, people who fall asleep so quickly scared the crap out of me it's like don't you have any thoughts. It was like 6 a.m. in the morning and I got about two hours of sleep. I don't really know when everyone's coming I just said be over here in the mornin
