My head hurts. Alex stands there watching me, not saying a word. I think the silence is making my headache worse than the yelling did.
"So was I right?" He shifts his gaze to the door.
"What- What do you mean?"
"Now you see me differently, don't you? You see me the way I see myself. Violent, crazed, savage, unhinged..." He takes a deep breath, I can hear it shake as the pain he's trying to hide is clear on his face. "Monster."
"Alex, I... I never said that. I'm just-"
"Scared," He gives a sad smile before looking away again, "Yeah I know. You said. That's the problem."
"What does it matter what I think? I'm not even sure I know what I think, I just... I don't know..."
"What does it matter?" I hear a genuine laugh leave him, "You're kidding aren't you? It matters Jules, you're... Dif
