Two days in New Mexico of doing nothing. Alex wanted me to wait to start doing portraits to maximize the amount of time we can stay. I'm almost glad mom and I don't watch TV, because I'm pretty bored with it. I've entertained myself with the occasional reality show or documentary, story telling show but all in all I've found it pretty much a waste of time. I've tried to humor Alex, tried to stay inside and keep hidden, but I can't for much longer. Alex comes back into the room with food for us, I've forgotten what it was he got until he puts the McDonald's bag in front of me. "So their soda machine was being wonky, so I got you Coke instead of Sprite, I hope that's ok." I nod as I take the food from him, "Alex, do you think... Maybe I could start doing my portraits again? I'm getting s

