vampire princess

wedding day

i have been out the hospital for 2 days, ive spent time with maya in the gardens, she knows that damien is my beloved and i cant be with him.

ive spent every second i can avoiding him where possible, even helped one of my closest friends sheila give birth to her healthy baby girl, im currently sitting with sheila. baby lila and maya.

"you are so beautiful my little lila" the baby coos and me making me smile.

"think you lost lila, sheila" maya laughs.

"i think so to" sheila giggles.

"she will make such a great mum one day" maya smirks.

"she will" we froze at the sound of damiens voice.

he will never know that, not ever, he has another.

"prince damien, i will never become a mum because you know why" i smiled still playing with little lila.

she giggles in my arms i felt a tear slide down my cheek.

maya, sheila and lila leave after giving me hugs.

"i know you want it" he smirks.

"want what exactly" i ask annoyance showing.

"a child" he said nochantly

"no, i told you, i will never have children, because i will be dead" i turn around to walk off, when i felt tingles.

he spins me around and forces me look at him, tears streaking my cheeks.

"you dont want that" how can he tell what i want.

"you think you know what i want, i dont have the need to want anything because i lost it all, i lost everything before i had it" i said keeping pain out of my voice.

"what do you mean" he shouted as i stormed away.

"i lost my mother, my freedom, my beloved all before i had chance" i shouted now running.

i can hear paws hitting the ground as i run, i hear a dear and decided to feed as i was feeding i heard a twig snap.

snapping my head round i saw my sexy mate naked from shifting before me, my eyes glowing red and blood streaking down my chin, fangs on full show.

"raven. i know you want me, i want you, you have no idea how turned on i am right now, well you do but you dont know how much i just want you, i want us" i know he means every word, i lunge onto him and kiss him.

he kisses me back moaning, his moan sounds amazing, i decide to suck his off, hearing his moans and my name on his tongue making me go faster he suddenly yanks me up turning me over, ripping my clothes off and licks at my c**t.

"damien" i moan oh f**k.

he inserts his finger, then notices my hymen is still intact.

"your a" he asked shocked.

"yes" i whispered, ashamed of course he wont want me.

"love, i still want you but i dont want take you in the woods" he says whispering into my ear.

"i want to, we cant anywhere else, please" i whisper grabbing his massive c**k guiding it to my entrance.

he slowly pushes in as he kisses me.

"im sorry love, it will feel better i promise" he kisses away my tears and soon enough we made love 4 times before i got hungry again.

"you dont have watch me feed" i said to damien.

"why not, ill have get used to it"

i sighed "damien"

"no, feed then we will have get some clothes, is there any shower or waterfall out here" he asked caustiously.

i nodded and showed him to the waterfall before we wash ourselfs and i get maya bring some clothes for us, we got dressed and walked back talking.

"that was amazing by the way love" he smirked, stopping to kiss me once more.

"it was amazing but cant happen again" he stopped hearing what i said.

"it can, i choose you, i want you"

"it cant, you have kayla" i carried on walking and then we heard a voice.

"there you are baby, why are you wet princess" she asks cuddling damien, he has a stupid smirk.

"i went hunting and got covered in blood, didnt want to scare you so i took a shower under the waterfall" i said explaining.

"fair enough princess" i walked on ahead and zayne came out.

i gulped f**k no, not now "where the f**k have you been princess" he demands.

"i fed, showered then came back, he smells my neck and bites me.

he pulls back "you taste devine" i shake, its not right taste other vampires.

"im sure thats against rules" damien asks gritting his teeth.

"it is, but with us being engaged"

"only when married shall one feed upon the other zayne" my father says anger lacing his tone.

he bowed to my father and we left to walk around.

"you coming" damien asked following my father with a smirk my way.

"no, i am going spend time with maya" i said back and excused myself.

we have now been chatting for hours.

"how was it" maya wiggles her eyebrows.

"it was amazing, but it cant happen again, im supposed be marrying zayne"

just after we finished talking daniel came out interupting us.

"the king needs you princess" he bowed.

i got up and went find my dad straight away. upon walking in i see damien and his parents.

"yes father"

"sit please" my father says sternly.

"you know your getting married, well we have to do it in a few weeks, or couple months as kayla wants to deliver her baby at the palace"

i nodded even though my heart hurts knowing he is leaving.

"we are sorry we have depart princess but will return in a few months for your wedding, i hope you understand" the king said, sadness in his eyes.

"yes your majesties, i understand completely, ill leave you now, i must go attend to something, congratulations your highness" i bowed and left before he had a chance to say anything.

i walked back to my room and when i opened the door, zayne was there naked, i gulped please no.

"what are you doing here zayne" i asked, i dont like this.

"get undressed and get on the bed, princess"

"no, leave please" zayne stalked up to me ripped my clothes off while im begging him not do this, he pushes me onto the bed, im trying push him off, when he enters me suddenly, i have tears streaming and the door bangs open, i see damien and maya standing there.

"help" i mouth to them, damien freezes and may tries push him off but get slapped.

"what can i help you with prince" he mocks damien.

"im sorry for interrupting" and he leaves slamming my door.

after hours of s****l abuse i leave and head to the private garden, flowers and beauty surrounds me, i let my tears just flow.

how can zayne do that to me, how could damien leave me in that situation.

maya came to me and hugged me i let my sobs out.

"im so sorry about damien princess, im sorry i wasnt strong enough" she said, sadness soaking her tone.

"h...he....rap.....rap...raped me.eee..." i whimpered.

"i know, im so sorry" she said rubbing my back.

after i calmed down i walked into the castle with maya and saw my beloved kissing kayla before saying bye to my father.

he chosen her thats proved it, i sighed, he probably only wanted my virginity.

he looked at me and i saw anger flash in his eyes.

why is he angry at me, ive not done anything wrong, i felt tears well and ran into my room, scattering everything around to find my blade.

once found i sat in the bathroom tub filled it up.