what exactly has gone on these past few days ive kept away from anyone well apart from maya of course.
"your beloved told me about what he saw when he....left, what zayne did to you, im so sorry raven, please forgive me" my dad says.
i walk up to my father hugging him well sort of, its impossible with this bump.
"nothing forgive daddy, also i want to formally introduce my belove...."
"fiance, if she will marry me" my mate cut me off.
i ran into the bathroom and threw up my food, when i came back out my father shook his head.
"you are like your mum child, you made your mum sick at the most weird times" he laughed.
oh my god did my dad just laugh, i stand shell shocked when my beloved spoke again and feel tingles around my waist and i moaned at the feeling.
"keep the moaning to a minimum love" he whispered huskily in my ear.
"yes. i will marry you, the truth is i fell for you after that time we spent hours talking, dad i spoke with mum last night" my dad smiles
"is she okay" he asked tears brimming.
"she said another beloved will arrive but to accept her, you can rest knowing shes safe and she awaits your return and she says that daniel killed her dad, she told me everything, and that her grandkids are amazing" i smiled, tears glistening.
i told my dad all about how when mum went to labor and what daniel injected her with, it was supposed to kill me but didnt inject enough to kill me, it weakened my mum instantly, i broke down repeating all the nasty details.
my dad started crying and hugging me after an hour we finally calmed down enough.
"dad, what did i miss" i asked curiously.
"your mate or beloved over heard zayne talking to daniel about him raping you, daniel was helping him cover it all" dad explained.
"i heard how he said he enjoyed you for hours while you were in and out of conciousness, how he used his nails..." damien growled, i got up and hugged him, he placed his hand on my tummy and smiled.
"im sorry" i whispered.
"wh..."
"i couldnt protect myself or the baby, i never knew i was pregnant till i woke in that hospital, soon as i was told i got maya to ask sheila to do a blood test to see if the baby was full vampire and well you heard the results"
"im sorry, i messed up, i nearly lost you, in more ways than one, i cant believe i never noticed" he kissed me.
he rested his forehead against mine "i dont deserve you" he whispered.
"no, i agree you dont but your stuck with us 2" i said kissing him.
"thats good by me, i am going spend forever making this up to you for everything i do"
"thankyou, yes i will" i whispered..
"you will what" he asked.
oh maybe he didnt mean it, i pulled away and stood in front of the mirror.
after a few moments he picked me up and rwirled me round.
"you make me the happiest wolf in the world" he says planting me on the floor and kissing me.
we went down and everywhere looked amazing, we finally got married and everyone was heading to the throne room, while i just got some fresh air, damien went the toilet and a girl came up to me.
my head snaps to the side why the f**k would someone hurt me.
"You are a w***e, that man was mine, you took him from me, he is always mine, last week did he tell you his queen, he f****d me raw" i turned to walk away when i saw damien watching.
tears welling my eyes.
"he f****d me the other night to, you were in hospital, goddess he was amazing" she said.
i can feel my tears falling onto my cheeks. today is supposed to be my happy day, someone always dpes something.
"love" damien says, he wraps his arms around me which snaps me out my thoughts.
"dee" the king nodded to the girl, the girl blushed.
"excuse me" i say to both before pulling away from damien and felt sparks.
"whats wrong"
"ask your w***e from the other night" with that i walked away, i can hear yelling but i dont care, i ran into my dad and he knew i need a few minutes alone.
my wedding day and again everythings bullshit, i locked the door and sat on the floor.
few moments later...
"love, sweetheart, can you let me in" when i dont answer he carries on.
"the only time i slept with dee was when it was the palace, i never slept with her since, my mind is on you my mate 24/7, please let me in, i just want you, please come downstairs with me, lets not let this ruin us please, ive ruined enough between us" i can smell the saltiness of his tears, and finally let him in, he kisses me like the whole world relies on that one kiss.
"im sorry i didnt tell you" i shushed him with another kiss, i dont want talk right now i just want him.
i push him to the bed and stand bsck up.
"what are yo..." he is cut off when i dropped my dress to the floor, i realise now im more self conscious because of the pregnancy.
i bend to pick up the dress when damien grabs me turning us both over.
"no need hide this" he said placing his hand on my tummy.
"you are carrying our child, our world, dont hide it"....
few hours later.....
we are finally back dressed, im in my corset black dress and damien in a black tux, i feel my desire building again, he marched up to me and kissed me.
"i would happily f**k you hard against every surface in here but we have a thrown room and a honeymoon go on, i promise when we get there" he started leaning in and whispered "i will f**k you in every position, on every surface and in everything"
now im more turned on and cleared my throat and checked myself in mirror, damien behind me, resting his hands on my tummy