Nari
It’s been a few days since we found out about the Ball and if I am honest I am a bundle of nerves. The Queen, or as she has asked me to call her, Mama, if feels slightly strange I have never used any kind of mother type words towards anyone before, has been amazing with me.
Kurat and I have been going for a run in our Lycan forms every night. My Lycan is a law unto herself, she has no care for rules or bowing down to anyone. We bumped into the King and Queen two nights ago when they were out for a night time stroll. My Lycan would not submit, not bow, I was mortified. Luckily they just laughed and said she was young.
At times I feel her wanting to rebel against me when I want to take back control. Although she swoons over Kurat and when he talks directly to her she listens. We st
