Scarlett I knew why he’d think I wanted to do this with him out of ‘fear’. To be fair, who disappears without a word for a month, then comes back so suddenly to profess love to their former boss and then asks them to have s*x with them all within the span of what?? One hour? It was nuts. But this was what I truly wanted. As much as the pain was what accelerated the process and what made me truly want to take this step… I’ve always imagined this day. I’ve waited for this day and thought about how everything was supposed to go, and hopefully it goes smoothly. “I don’t want you to have s*x with me because of fear. I’ve always wanted you. I want you to f**k me, or am I not desirable enough? Don’t you want to f**k me too? I watched as his eyes burned with desire at my question. I had

