I decided to lay in bed one more day to help heal faster and I think it helped the guys relax a bit instead of being right up my butt. They split up when they went to training so I had at least one of them with me at all times. I know they wanted to discuss the twins but I just didn’t have it in me. I was scared of rejection, hurt that they couldn’t see that they would be just as important as the rest, and pissed that they couldn’t talk to me about it but ran to their daddy. I did mind link Jared to see if they were ok because I just care too much. I made sure to tell him I understood that he didn’t want to be in the middle and he would always chose his sons in any situation, no questions. I just wanted to actual give it a chance before they tucked tails and ran. He agreed and said they wo
