My Psycho Best Friend

Chapter 17

    I am frozen from shock. I do not know what to say. I do the next thing that comes easiest to me and I ask, “What would you like to drink?”

    I am shaking. I keep thinking what he will say to me. Is he going to try to attack me but all he says, “Britney, you know what I like. Why don’t you put in my order for me?”

    I turn towards the kitchen and once I am out of his sight, I fall against the wall. All the memories I have of him just play in my mind. All the things that he forced me to do. All I can keep thinking is that he is here to kidnap and hurt me again. My heart feels like it could beat out of my chest its beating so fast. I take a couple deep breaths and I know I must face him and find out what he wants. I get up and give his order to the cook and start on his drink order.

    I get his favorite drink which is a dr. pepper with lots of ice. I bring it to his table and tell him that his meal will be ready in a couple minutes. I go to walk off, but he stops me by grabbing my arm. I look at him and tried to pull away. I was about to scream when He let go of my arm and said, “I am not going to hurt you. I just want to talk.”

    I was reluctant to agree but I did. I wanted to hear what he had to say and what he wanted. I told him that I would talk after my shift was over. He agreed and he would come back and meet me at the diner since I get off work in about two hours. I busied myself with my job as a waitress for the last couple hours. As we agreed Ian met me outside the diner at the end of my shift.

    I did not want to go too far in case he tried anything, so we sat on the bench in front of the diner. I could not hold what I wanted to ask any longer, so I hastily said, “Ian, what do you want? I am not going back with you. You put me through hell. That is something I cannot forgive. You were like family to me. You were the one person I thought I could trust but you hurt me more than anyone ever has!”

    Ian frowned and said, “I know I hurt you. I was wrong to do that. I was so jealous of you falling in love with him and I wanted you all to myself. I am sorry for what I put you through and its unforgiveable. But since you have been gone, I have done a lot of thinking and I realized what I did was horrible, and I wanted to tell you that I am so sorry.”

    I am shocked. I never thought he would apologize. I always thought if I ever saw him again, it would be because he wanted to hurt me. I started crying and I knew what I had to say. I got up from the bench and yelled at him, “You have no idea what you put me through. You raped me. For months, you forced me to do anything and everything you wanted. I got pregnant and miscarried, and you blamed it on me. Then forced me to get pregnant again. No matter what you say, I can never forgive you for what you have done to me. Our daughter will have a father who loves her like his own. Ryder loves me and has shown me what real love is.”

    He did not say anything for a moment, but he started tearing up and I could see so many emotions in his eyes. I could see that he was sad. He looked at me and got down on his knees and said, “I know what I did was unforgiveable. I am so sorry, and I know that does not take back anything I have done to you. I will always regret what I have done. But I want to be apart of my daughter’s life. I am hoping that you can at least give me a chance to be a good father for her.”

    All I want to do is smash his face in. How could he think that I would let him be in my daughter’s life? I turn around and start walking. He is yelling at me to stop. I turn around and say, “You will never be in daughter’s life. You took that right away after what you did to me. How do I know you will not hurt her? Now stay away from us.”

    He hastily says, “I will not hurt you again. I will just go away and leave you alone. Again, I am sorry for what I did. I am truly sorry.”

    I do not answer him back and I rush off into the night. I take a couple turns just in case he is following me. I get to my house and go in and Ryder is making a late dinner for us since I did not get home in time. He is just cooking a frozen pizza. He sees me come in and asks, “How was work? It must be busy since you got home later.”

    I could not hold it in any longer and I fall into my seat at the small table in the kitchen and I have tears pouring down my face. I try to tell him, but I cannot get any words to come out. Ryder comes to hold me, and I am crying so hard that my body is shaking. Ryder just keeps holding me till I am calm enough to talk. Once I am calmed and I can talk I say, “I saw him. I saw Ian. He came by the diner today. I was not going to talk to him, but I wanted to know what he wanted so I stayed after work and we talked. Well, more like I yelled at him. He told me that he was sorry. I could not believe it. I accidentally told him that the baby was a girl. But then he said that he wanted to be a part in the baby’s life. I thought that the request was crazy, and I yelled at him and told him to stay away from us. “

    Ryder hugged me again and got up and got me a piece of pizza. He sat next to me and said, “No matter what. If you see him again, call the police. We cannot let him get away with what he did to you. In fact, we should tell the police right now. Well, after you eat, we will go to the police station.

    I ate quickly then Ryder drove us to the police station. We reported what he had done. The police at our hometown could not find him, so they just wrote it off. I left town so they figured they did not have to do anything. We put in a new report that I saw him tonight and I put a protection order on myself, Ian, and the baby when it is born. When it was all said and done, they will have some one patrolling my house for a couple weeks. It made me feel better. Once we were done, we drove home.

    I walked in the house and I had a craving for a milkshake. I got out the ice cream, milk, and the blender. I made a strawberry milkshake. I sat down on the couch in the living room. I turned on the tv to a random show. Ryder was going around the house making sure all the doors and windows were locked. After he was done, he sat on the couch with me. After an hour, we were both ready for bed.

    I lay on the bed and Ryder comes and sits by me. I go to hug him, but his lips meet mind instead. Our kissing turns passionate and next thing I know, he has pulled my panties off and is pulling my legs apart. He dips his head between my legs and his tongue meets my little bud. Hitting it with the right pressure, waves of pleasure are spread throughout my body. I gently grab his hair and I cannot help but moan.

    Ryder keeps going and gave me about 5 orgasms and just when I thought I could not take anymore, Ryder puts two fingers in me and starts thrusting. It is only a few seconds then; I am hit with another earth-shattering orgasm. My body quivers and it takes me a minute to come to my senses. Ryder keeps going until I have ridden out my orgasm. He stops and give me a kiss. I can taste myself on him. I get up, well more like have to try to roll out of bed since I am so big. I go to him and I see his manhood is standing at attention and I go to grab it so I can return the favor, but he stops me. He says, “I saw how stressed you are. I wanted to give you some relief. Tonight, was about you. I will be fine. Go to bed and get some sleep.”

    With that he goes to the bathroom to take a cold shower and I put something more comfortable on like one of Ryder’s shirts and lay in bed. I wait for Ryder to get in bed and snuggle. It is not long until I fall into a deep sleep.