The next morning, I wake up around 7 in the morning. I get dressed and do a little bit a makeup. I put my hair up in a cute messy bun. I take one last look in the mirror and decide I look presentable enough. I tell Ryder I am heading out to work. Then I start walking to work since it is not that far from the bed and breakfast we are staying at.
I get to the diner and open the door for an older couple. We share smiles and I head on in. The manager has me shadow one of the other waitresses for a few hours then I get to take a break. The best part about this place is if you work here, you get one free meal during your work shift. So, when I get to have my first break, I am starving. So, I order a burger and fries. My break is not very long so, I try to hurry and eat my food.
For the few hours, they have me on clean up duty. I would take the dishes and drinks from tables that people have left and take them to the kitchen to be cleaned. I would then wipe down the table and seats. I did that till my shift ended. I give my coworkers a goodbye. I then head back to the bed and breakfast. I walk in and the first thing I do is take a shower. I let the hot water run over my body and just letting it relax my muscles. I have not been on my feet like that in such a long time. My muscles and mainly my legs are sore.
I get out of the shower and put on something comfortable. I brush out my hair and sit down on the bed in the room. I put a movie on and was going to wait for Ryder to get here before I would eat anything. It is always nice just hanging out and eating with someone. Most of the time, in Ian’s basement, I would eat alone. But with Ryder, I really enjoy his company.
An hour later, is when Ryder comes back to the bed and breakfast. We make our dinner sandwiches and sit down and started chatting up our day. I told Ryder about how I like the people I work with and everyone was so nice. I told him about how I got a free meal every shift I worked. He was really happy for me. Ryder told me that the tire shop he got a job at is a pretty decent job.
We just joke around the rest of the night. Ryder takes a shower and by the time he is done, I am already passed out and in a deep sleep. I have drifted off into a scary and terrifying dream. I had dreamt that Ian was trying to find me. Ian was trying to get to me. He had killed Ryder and had tried to take my baby so I would follow him. I was woken up with Ryder shaking me. He told me that I had been screaming in my sleep.
Since we have gotten away from my hometown, I have not thought about Ian much. He always finds a way to creep into my thoughts. Even when I think I am finally rid of him, he finds a way to get to me. I thought once I was gone, I would not feel this way. But I still feel scared. I am scared that he will find me and hurt me. Maybe, even hurt our baby. I will just have to be strong. I must be strong for this baby.
The following weeks is filled with working and sleeping. I guess the baby hormones have hit me hard because if I am not working then I am sleeping. On a day off, I practically slept all day and all night. I am eating so much more. I am always hungry. Ryder has been the best. He always gets me the snacks I want, even if it is late at night. I have been so horny. Since Ryder and I stay in the same room it has been hard to try to alleviate the need for pleasure. I touch myself when I am in the shower but at times I can be sort of loud. I am surprised Ryder has not heard.
Like usual, I am in the shower touching myself. I scream out as I reach my release. I stay in the shower and relax till the water runs cold. I get out and dry off. I go out into the room to find something to wear. Today Ryder is off work, so he is on the bed watching TV. I am going through my bag when I can feel Ryder come up behind me. I say nothing. I look up into the mirror that in front of me and look into Ryders eyes. He brings his hand up and lightly grabs my chin and brings it toward him, so it turns me around facing him. I am only wearing a towel.
He moves closer. Our faces are so close that are noses are almost touching. I am still looking at him when he looks at my lips and I know he wants to kiss me. I know he is waiting for me to make a move, so he knows I am ready. I bring my lips to his. The kiss starts out slow but starts burning with passion. He brings the tip of his tongue and rubs my lips lightly with it. He is asking for an entrance. I allow him and we explore each other’s mouth. It is like our tongues are dancing. I am so into the moment and kissing him I do not realize that my towel has fallen.
His hands start from my neck and slowly move down. He massages my breasts. He stops kissing me and brings his mouth down to my n****e. He lightly sucks and pinches it with his teeth. Since, becoming pregnant my breasts are more sensitive. So, when he does this, it feels like fireworks are exploding on my chest. He starts kissing spots around my breasts and goes down. Slowly kissing spots on my stomach and going further down. He blows on my little bud and it is sensitive from my shower, so it makes me shake a little. He grabs me and lays me down on the bed.
He gets lowers his head between my legs and starts licking my lady bits. He makes sure to hit my little bud and I can feel it building and building. I know I am going to find my release soon. I try to fight it, but I cannot. Next thing I know I am screaming out in pleasure. He continues till I ride out my orgasm.
He comes back up and kissing me and I can taste myself on his lips. He looks into my eyes and asks me, “Are you sure you want to do this?”
I smile and practically yell out, “I want this more than anything. I need you. I need you inside me.”
He positions himself at my entrance and slowly pushes in. I groan and so he stops and lets me have some time to adjust as he is quite large. Once I give him the signal that I am ready to continue he starts slowly thrusting. He keeps looking into my eyes. He has so much emotion behind his eyes. I wonder if this is what making love feels like.
He feels so good. Exactly how I thought s*x was supposed to be. He moves me into a position where he can thrust deeper into me by putting a pillow under my butt. He starts thrusting in a nice rhythm and goes harder with every thrust. I can feel warmness inside me that is building up. I can hardly handle it anymore. He can tell I am getting closer, so he thrust faster and harder. I feel the explosion of absolute pleasure. My body tenses up involuntarily and pleasure is ripping through my body.
Ryder keeps on thrusting and he starts grunting and finds his release not long after I did. We fall onto the bed, wrapped up in each other. We stay like that just talking and laughing. We fall asleep still wrapped around each other. If this is what lovemaking is then I never want it to end.