-Clyde- I do not like the fact that I feel like I am turning into a mad man, but the fact that I am now able to monitor everything about Elise makes me feel a little better. The first time that I was told that her heart had stopped, I felt frozen like a freezing bucket of water had been thrown on mr. My heart began pounding like it was ready to jump out of my chest. I could not hear anything or see anything except for Elise and, for that brief moment, the world had never looked so meaningless to me. Nothing mattered any more. I was more than ready to destroy everything and everyone. I had to watch that happen more than once. Not being able then to watch her unconscious body and just hope that she would come back to me. Hahahaha Does my sweet little princess really think that death w

