5 Days until the war
Gemmas POV
There are 5 days until this war. I am feeling so conflicted. I am a fighter. I am a protector. I may not be one of the leaders, but I protect my pack and my family. I love my baby. I love being pregnant and I love my mate. But I cannot fight now. I feel like a part of me is being held back now because I'm growing a life.
This war is taking a lot from everyone, and I feel so selfish to complain about not being able to fight. But if I don’t have a part of me then how can I be whole? How can I give my all to someone if I'm not 100% whole and happy? See what I mean? Conflicted.
I lay with my head draped on Jakes chest.
“Can I at least jog the track? I don’t want to just be a bump on a log and gain all this weight. I want to fight. I know I can't, but if I c
