Love child

A Real Fantasy

Next morning Krish woke up with the sight of Radhika sleeping very close to him. When he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was his bride sleeping beside him on her side with her knees slightly bent. She was wearing the same red saree (that he adored on her) and her Mangal sutra dangling over her cleavage. She looked beautiful with her little red bindi spread on her forehead with her hand on her belly. This scene was from his wildest fantasy which he never thought was possible. He has always lived his life not feeling belonging to anyone. Here he was, looking at the most beautiful and sexy woman pregnant with his child sleeping beside him. He was hers. He never had any doubt that she loved him like crazy even when she hated him. He always had a doubt if he deserved her. So much so.. that he dumped her when he realized he was getting serious. He still had those doubts but at that moment he wanted her.. he wanted to have her then and there, this time on his comfortable bed and not a dusty barn. He was thinking of a all the way he could please her. This poor girl has never been seduced by any man. He was thinking of what all he would do to her that would make her moan, scream, cry and beg for more. These thoughts gave him a bad hard-on. But as soon as he noticed that she was waking up, He immediately turned away and covered himself with a blanket.

The image he had of last night was of him trying to get it on with Radhika and letting go of the plan when he realized it was inappropriate. The image Radhika had was that of a destressed Krish looking for comfort with her for a night and letting go after losing interest. He looked so disinterested in her that he turned his face away at the sight of her. Radhika was very vulnerable at this point. A lot had suddenly changed for her, her family, her career and her body at the young age of 25. She could not related to her pregnant body shape especially when she was around such a perfect looking crowd of people in the party. She was so conscious of her gained weight and the bulging belly that she almost believed was the reason Krish would never be sexually interested in her. This thought made her very angry and she almost hated Krish for making her feel so small.

After she woke up, Krish apologized to her and told her that it wont happen again. This seemed to make her angrier. Radhika asked him what happened last night and why was he so upset. Her sweet concerns tortured him more and made him feel more underserving than he already did. Krish brushed off her questions and told her that he was simply too drunk and too horny. Radhika came face to face and asked him if that’s the truth. He got annoyed at her pestering and told “Do you think we are a real couple? You are not my real wife. Stop behaving like one”. Radhika got very angry at his words and yelled at him saying “Then next time you get horny keep your hands off of me”. Krish was not hurt by this statement, he was rather amused by her come back.

This fight in the morning brought in more distance in between the already distanced couple. A few hours later when Krish was taking a nap after his afternoon meal. Radhika woke him up. She looked flushed and nervous like she had just seen a ghost. She told him that something is wrong with the baby and that she is bleeding. Krish spang on his foot at once and took her out to a hospital. On the way, in the car, Radhika have breathing heavily and held her belly tight with fear. He kept looking at her but she never turned towards him. He finally told her that everything will be ok. She looked at him with tears in her eyes and said if this baby is dead then she is going to leave everything and run away from here. Krish felt sad and hurt at her statement but he decided to not react.

The doctor checked her and the baby and said that everything is ok and it is normal to bleed a little during early months. Radhika gave a wide smile and looked at Krish who was still nervous. She wondered why. Krish asked the doctor if any s****l activity could have caused issues like this. The doctor looked at Radhika and smiled at Krish and said its perfectly normal and since they are a young couple, they should live a normal s*x life. She just advised Krish to not be too wild and aggressive and be a more gentle lover. Krish gave a naughty look to Radhika who was already blushing red. While on their way back, the atmosphere was much more chill. Radhika yelled at Krish saying “How drunk were you last night, what do you think happened between us. Well if you don’t remember then let me tell you.. nothing happened.” Krish replied to her calmly “not nothing.. something happened .. may be not a lot but something”. She asked again very seriously “what happened last night? You looked so upset”. His smile faded as he got serious to reply and said “If you really want to know what happened.. This is what I recall.. I kissed you.. it took some convincing, but you kissed me back and very well”. Radhika blushed again. Krish continued “and then I kissed your neck and grabbed your…”. She closed her yes and said “Stop stop stop”. He started laughing loudly and they reached home.

When they reached home, the elders in the family were watching an old Hindi Movie.. ‘Kya Kehna’, this scene was when an unmarried pregnant movie came on stage to tell her story. Radhika was not interested and went into the room to rest. Krish hung out with his mother and aunt and got himself busy on phone. After sometime, his mother called him aside. Radhika had come out to get some water and saw her mother-in-law was yelling at Krish and he was mostly quiet but she was in tears. She didn’t want to interfere between mother and son. At dinner, Krish looked upset. His mother was trying to make up for the fight but he looked like he was not happy. The men retired to their rooms and the women hung out a bit longer. When Radhika entered her room she was happy and smiling. Krish was seriously watching some nonsense on the tv and she was in no mood to ask him what was wrong. He suddenly turned off the television. He walked towards Radhika in an attempt to say something but he couldn’t pick the words. Radhika now understood that she is somehow involved in what happened with his mother and got worried and asked him what was wrong. He sighed and shut and bolted their room’s door. He started talking in a calm tone “I just heard my mother lecture me on how badly I have been treating you. She thinks I trapped you with my charm and got you knocked up”. Radhika didn’t know what to say. He continued “So apparently you got pregnant because you have loved truly but I was just fooling around.” Radhika intervened “See that night when Sudha Bhabhi created that scene, All I told ma was that I had no intention to trap you or break your engagement and that ..”. Krish cut her in between and this time yelled louder. He said “You think you were a victim because you were in love and I am a villain who took advantage of you. You think I f****d you that night because I was horny.. horny with the thought of watching you being gangraped by those filthy men. You think that turned me on and I took you to a barn to f**k you hard. Do you also think I did this to defile your virginity and increase my score by a point. Do you think I r***d you. I know that you are very well capable of thinking the worst about me”. Radhika couldn’t take that language. She got really distressed and wanted to explain herself to him. He suddenly realized her tension when she was breathing faster and calmed himself down. He walked close to her and held her shoulders and said “That night was the first time I made love to a woman. I hadn’t really done it before you nor could I do it after you. So the answer to your question, what I was doing that night is that I was making love to a girl who loved me so much that she would sacrifice herself to save my life. This baby was a result of me making love to you.” Radhika was so overwhelmed with emotions; she went numb and turned her face away. He took his phone and left the room. Radhika felt a unique calm after listening to Krish’s confession. Even though he was trying to scold her and make her apologetic, she could only feel immense joy in her heart.

When Krish returned to the room at night, Radhika had her reply ready. She had practiced it a dozen times. She stopped him when he was getting into the bathroom and said “That night was the best night of my life. All the turn of events that day overwhelmed us both leading to what happened. It was inevitable. It was easier for me to move on believing that that night meant nothing to you which is why you were letting me go. It was easier to believe that”. Krish didn’t know how to react but he understood her plight in blaming him. He replied “aah yeah.. but I really need to pee!!”. Radhika was dumb struck.

They spent the next few days peacefully. The pregnancy began to show its effects on Radhika. One night when Radhika was working from her cozy bed, Krish asked her to come out to see off his aunt. Radhika asked him to carry on and said she will join him in a minute. He kept pestering her to come with him, she had to tell him to shut him up. “I am not wearing any bra, do you want me to come and meet everyone braless?”. Krish was puzzled, he responded “What!! Why!! Is there a porno movie we are shooting tonight?”. Radhika was irritated and started looking for something in her wardrobe. She replied, “because my boobs have blown up and nothing fits, will you please get out now!”. She quickly changed her clothes and rushed out. Krish was curious to check her out but to his dismay they were neatly covered with her dupatta. Krish tried his best to take a peek and wondered how weird it was to try so hard to take a peek of his wife’s body. He just took Radhika to their room, ripped off her clothes layer after layer, cupped her breast and sucked them hard. Well he didn’t actually do that, he just fantasied that while ogling at his wife who was busy peeling the potatoes. He was too amused with his own fantasy and wondered if his wife would enjoy what he fantasies to do to her.

That night, he finally got a chance to get a good estimate of her lady lumps. He found himself to be stupid to not noticing it all these days. They were fuller, rounder, and bouncier. They had definitely grown a size or two to not fit in her exiting bras. The woman had also put on weight, she was eating everything she would get her hands on. He found that quality very endearing. He was on the bed when she started her maneuver which he now realized was her sneakily taking off her super tight bras. He again felt too stupid to not notice this all these days. She had a little trouble taking it off tonight and he had a good laugh watching her struggle. He said “sach me gadrail maal hai!”. Radhika heard that and she said “Did you just call me Gadrai something, I remember you calling me this when we started dating”. He said “Your memory is dangerous for my health” and pretended to fall asleep. Radhika immediately googled and found some weird porn videos.. she yelled at Krish “What does it mean.. is it some dirty porn stars name. tell me.. tell me now”. He turned around and said “It means big juicy boobs. You happy now!”. She immediately covered her breast with blanket and said “I am going shopping tomorrow.. and you are taking me there”. Suddenly the room burst into laughter. Radhika hit Krish on his stomach to make him shut up. This was the first time she had touched him after that night in the barn. They both fell into a sound sleep.

The next day Krish took her shopping. He took her to this fancy place that had clothes for moms to be. Radhika was not comfortable with the price of each item there but Krish insisted and got her a bunch of stuff and paid for it. He went out to get the car and noticed how she went back in the shop. She had found a lacy silvery white silk nightie. It wasn’t one of those slutty ones, instead it was more cute and soft almost angelic to look. She went home and tried it on at night, while the nightie fit her comfortably it hugged her pregnant figure from everywhere. The roundness of her boobs her butt and her belly. Radhika stood in front of the mirror feeling her belly under the softness of the fabric. Krish walked in and was mesmerized. She said “Sadly I will have to return it, its small”. He touched her belly and said “no way!”. He came very close to her and rubbed her belly gently. She smiled and said “I think the baby likes it”. He said ‘So does the daddy”. She got upset with fear when he said that. She was afraid of falling for him again. He was not ready to get her heart broken. This time she feared she wont be able to recover. Her baby deserves a happy mom and not some depressed cynical b***h that she believed she was on the verge of becoming. He sat on the bed beside her, held her by her waist and pulled her closer to him and kissed her belly. She was looking at him with her big teary confused eyes. He said “This is as far as I am allowed to go. Right”. She sighed ‘Krish!!’. He tucked her inside her blanket and put her to sleep. Radhika wished he did more. She was now smitten in love with him again and got scared of getting her heart broken again. The only way she knew she could survive was if she resisted him. She was now certain that he wont make any moves on her to jeopardize his relation with his baby. They were happy for few more days then a hurricane hit their marriage which moved them to a completely different place.