After dinner, Richie and I clean up. After Will's outburst, it's some bonding time I really need. With him working so much the last couple days, I got to catch up with him, and he told me about memories he had with the boys.
I don't bring up the fact that they're hiding something, and I don't bring Jax up, no matter how many times he pops up in my head. I also don't bring up Jake.
I have the urge to talk about it and cry, but I've been doing that a lot, and I'm sure I'm not the only one annoyed by it. When dishes are done, I head to Wills room and take a shower.
I pause to look at myself before stepping into the water. Before this all happened, I was okay with my body, or I thought I was. Jake and mom always reminded me to eat and exercise right, they acted like they cared. But it's
