The longer I sit here with Jake in Plums Tea House, I realize how uncomfortable I am now. I don't want to be here anymore. This is a reminder of a life I didn't want to live. I won't be the same oblivious girl I was before. "What is that?" Jake asks. His eyes focus on my neck, and I see the anger in them flare to new heights. "Is that a f*****g hickey Jessica?" He's never used that tone with me before. The one he used when he fought with Will. Is Jake mad? He gets to sleep with my mom behind my back but when we're no longer together he gets pissed when I do something with someone else? Despite my anger my hands scramble to fix my scarf, how can I forget about this? No one can know about me and Will. "What the hell happened to you? You move out, break up with me, and now you're whoring y

