Deep down I always knew that and so a par of me knew that he was going to say that, but it broke my heart to heat it never the less.
But he didn't stop there.
"I felt like I failed so many patients. I always took on ones that were a challenge, ones that had almost no chance of survival and most of the time, I would get them back on their feet. I would save them and everybody always told me that I was a miracle worker or a saint... but the truth was that I had my personal reasons. I was saving them not only just to save them... no.... I was saving them more for my personal benefit. After my mother took her own life, I was the one to find her. The truth was that I knew that she would do it way before that and it was always clear to me that life was a burden for her, that she wanted out. I
