I’m lost.
I’m a tough guy. I brood. I don’t show emotion. I’m a force to be reckoned with and I’m as strong and stubborn as a fuckin’ ox, but this whole thing has me turning in circles, lost and for the first time in a long ass time, terrified.
I thought I was afraid when my parents died…I was wrong.
I thought I was afraid when I went overseas for the first time…I was wrong.
I thought I was afraid when I became a dad and an uncle…I was wrong.
I thought I was afraid when Sawyer was in the hospital…I was but not in the same sense…
But this…Luna in a goddamn hospital bed, unconscious, things still unknown, Miranda out there causing havoc and poisoning MY son with her fuckin’ nonsense, Jonah out there doing god knows what.
I’m fuckin terrified. But I’m fuckin’ pissed off more.
She’s be
