I did not plan on writing this story, but the more I contemplated it, the more I wanted to share with other women and let them know that they are not alone. My story is about me and the two lives that I live. One is the life my parents, my husband, and even my best friends think that I live. The other is the very private dark side that only one man knows.
I married my husband right out of college. I got a law degree and got a job with a large corporation doing contract work. My husband is an accountant who got a job working in the accounting department of a large department store in town. Most of our friends consider us the perfect little suburban couple. We go to church every Sunday, and we are both active with our friends and other social groups. David, my husband, loves to play golf, a
