My first love and I dated for roughly a year before a very bad breakup. It was wonderful at first, and she and I actually lost our virginity to each other. Our relationship had been souring for a few weeks, and I had reason to think she (Tiffany) was cheating on me. Tiffany and I always fought badly, and it finally ended, with me telling her "I never want to hear from you again, you f*****g cunt!" when she said we could still be friends..... I'll admit, the breakup stung even though I knew it was inevitable. I'll admit, I was headed into my junior year and decided it was time to really buckle down in my studies, so having Tiff out of my life really helped me improve as a junior in college. For a year, we stayed true to that. She and I effectively had each other shut out, even though I co

