His Badgirl

Chapter 8 - Home again

Mark POV

We were still in the hospital when I got a call from Tyler, “Hey Tyler” I said when I answered. “Hey, where are you guys, we are the house, but no one is home” He asked

“Uhhh we are at the hospital” I answered him quiet voice

“Wait why?”

“Ruby tried to kill herself”

“She did what? We are on our way” He said and hanged up, “Tyler and the others are on their way” I said to the guys.

*An hour later*

Tyler, Chad and Josh were here already, and the doctor had let us into Ruby’s room, but she was still unconscious. She looked so drained, but there was one thing I couldn’t get out of my mind, and that was why, why did she try to kill herself? “Am I the only one that is wondering why she did this?” I asked the other guys, “I was wondering the same thing” Ryan said he looked so empty. “It can’t only be because of her mother, right?” James asked he looked just as empty. “We will ask her when she’s awake” Ryan said “Can I talk to her alone”, we all left except for Ryan. We waited outside her room, when we heard the beep sounds get louder. We rushed into her room, and the doctors also came and checked her. “What is wrong with her?” James asked one of the doctors, “She had this kinda nightmare if you can call it that, or something and her body got into panic mode” she answered after she was done checking her, “Okay, so when is she gonna wake up?” Mark asked her. “We don’t know exactly yet, but it won’t be long, maybe a couple of hours” She answered with a smile. We all just sat down and waited for her to wake up.

Ruby’s POV

All I could see was darkness, like being in an endless dark room and being alone. But it was my doing, I decided to cut because I didn’t wanna try to fix the problem. But I don’t regret it, I wish this room would disappear and I would disappear. “Ruby, please wake up, I’m begging you, please I love you soooo much I can’t live without you” I heard a familiar voice say, but whoever said it sounded really sad. I couldn’t quite figure out who it was, but I remember the voice and I know I love that person too, and that gave me courage, and made me feel guilty and regret that I cut. I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn’t, I tried to scream but I couldn’t do that either, but I didn’t give up and kept trying. I had tried so hard, but I couldn’t open my eyes and decided to give into the darkness.

*A couple of hours later*

I decided to try again, and this time I opened my eyes and it was dark around me. I could feel something tugging on my hand, when I looked down at it, I saw Ryan. I tried to move my hand to scratch myself, when he woke up and looked at me. He seemed very relieved, and called the doctor in. All the other guys woke up when the doctor entered, and they also seemed relieved and happy that I was awake. “You will be able to go home in two days” The doctor said to me, and I was really happy. I have never liked to be in hospitals Ryan hugged as soon as the doctors said it was okay, after Ryan all the other guys also hugged me. “Just go home, I will be fine I promise” I said to the guys because they looked so tired, but they didn’t wanna go, but at last I got them to go home.

*Two days later*

We were in the car on our way home from the hospital, finally. It was late in the night, because we decided to be with my mom. On the way home we stopped at McDonalds and ate dinner. One thing I didn’t look forward to, was the talk about why I cut, and I knew it was coming soon. Before I knew it, we were in our garage, I walked inside and were on my way to my room, but before I could get to the stairs Ryan pulled me into the living room where the rest of the guys were. At this moment I knew that it was time for the talk. I sat down on the couch, I looked down at my lap and I could feel all their eyes on me. “Why?” Ryan whispered but in a sad kinda way, that made me feel more sad and guilty. I didn’t answer because I didn’t wanna tell them what happened with John. I stood up and just walked towards the stairs, but the wasn’t having it. When I stepped up on the first step, Liam put his hands on my waist and lifted me from behind. He went back into the living room and sat down on the couch with me in his lap so I couldn’t get away. “Let me go” I said in a really low voice, he just tightened his grip on me. I tried to slip out of his grip, but as I expected I couldn’t get out of his grip. “Explain now!” Ryan said through gritted teeth but still very stern, his mood changed from sad to angry really fast. “I don’t wanna do it” I said with a lot of sass, and again I tried to get out of Liam’s grip, but I couldn’t. “I don’t care if you wanna do it or not, you’re gonna tell us all why you did it” He said with even more anger in his voice, if that was even possible. “Fine, but don’t get mad” I answered him, “I was at the hospital with mom, she was asleep, but I decided to grab some water, when I came back in the doctor was there, the doctor told me that mom only have a few months back” I could feel Liam tighten his arm around my waist and hugged me from behind. ” I started crying even more, after some hours I went for a walk too get some fresh air. Suddenly I was pulled into an alley, when I looked up, I saw it was… John” I could see all the guys get mad at the mention of his name, and again Liam tightened his grip on me. “Did he r**e you or something?” Noah asked with a worried and angry voice and look on his face. I was quiet after that, I think that gave them the answer. “What did he do?” Ryan asked in an extremely calm but angry tone. “He-he kissed me, an-and sla-slapped me” I stuttered out, I was scared of how they would react. I looked down before I could see their reaction, “Can I go now?” I asked Ryan, “Liam follow her up, and make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid again” Ryan said, and I still didn’t look up. “Come on, let’s go” Liam said and let go of me. I stood up and walked towards the stairs. Liam followed me the entire way, and when we were in my room, he made sure everything that was in my room, that could be dangerous weren’t there. I went out in my bathroom and showered after the shower I dried myself, I decided to wear a Calvin Klein underwear set, with a simple top and panties. Over that I took one of my brother’s t-shirts on, which were very oversized. Then I brushed my teeth and put my hair care in my hair. After all that I did my skin care routine and went out in my room again. Liam was still in there in his boxers and a t-shirt. “I’m gonna stay here until you’re asleep” Liam said with a tired expression, I just nodded, and we laid down in my bed, and went under the covers. It was only 10pm so I thought we could watch something, “Can’t we watch something? “ I asked and gave him puppy eyes cause I knew he would say yes. “Fine, but not anything girly” He said, I giggled at his statement, he always thinks he’s too manly to watch anything girly. I turned my tv on and put friends on, I really love friends.

(A/n: Same girl, and now there will be a spoiler lol)

I started laughing at Phoebe, she is seriously so amazing, I love all of them, but Phoebe is just so unique. We were watching the episode, were Phoebe and Rachel had found out that Chandler and Monica were dating, and they tried to trick them, and Chandler and Monica end up confessing their feelings for each other. We had watched 4 episodes, and I my eyes started to close, and I just gave in to the sleep.