As I drove home, the song Ian and I had written together played over and over in my head. I felt guilty, knowing there was nothing I could do to fix the situation, no matter how much I wanted to. It was beyond my control. If I could, I would wish to have feelings for Ian, but love isn't something you can decide with logic. The heartbeat, the excitement, the peace I felt when looking into Lucian’s eyes—I didn't think I could ever find that with anyone else.
For years, I had told myself that no one could replace Aiden. Now, I no longer believed that. My feelings this time were different. When his face fell, it felt like my world was collapsing. When he smiled, I wanted to smile too. I wanted to go back and rescue the broken dreams of the past, take his hand, and pull him out of the darkness
