When I saw her standing there in front of me, I was frozen when I saw her. I tried to fight against that overwhelming desire. I still thought I loved her. I fought against this feeling with all my strength. I knew she was young, but she had a maturity that exceeded her age. She was also intelligent and funny, with a truly affectionate side to her nature that sparked even more interest in me. At that moment, she didn't seem interested in my money, I truly believed her feelings were genuine. My face grew darker as I began to remember how she used me and how I crumbled when I found out everything, and thought she had died. After I broke up with her, I started dating many women just to pass the time, I wasn't really interested in these women, but using them just for casual s*x to purge her

