Lola When I finally get back home, I put Alice in the crib and allow myself to cry. I think I sit on my bed for almost an hour, crying. " What am I going to do now?” It could be a dream, finally getting married to Frank, even if it’s fake. He is Alice's father, my daughter would have a family. But I saw anger, resentment, and worst of all, the desire to hurt me in his eyes. He wants me to feel it. That is clear. He wants to give me the same treatment, without knowing that I have suffered too. Should I be honest with him? I stand up and go to the window, I observe the black car parked at the entrance of the building. " He won't believe me, all he thinks now is that I'm a liar.” I think I'm in deep trouble! I lie down trying to sleep a little, after the hectic day I had. I end up

