Is that what I was? I could be happy not knowing. I just wouldn’t have the stupid ring. I finally had a life I wanted, why would I f**k with that? Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. “Do it,” I said. Rivka ordered me into the center of the room. Rohan kept a respectful distance but stayed in visual contact with me. The women linked hands and settled them on my head. Elena said a few words in Romanian, and they pulled their hands away with a snap, like they were pulling a tablecloth off a table without disturbing the dishes. The veil shriveled into a black wisp of smoke, curling upwards inside me before exploding into flame, hot and violent, on the cusp of burning me to ash exactly like in my dreams. A rushing noise filled my ears. Magic welled up inside me, rushing out from newly fo

