" Don't mistake silence for weakness. Smart people don't plan big moves out loud. " -unknown KILLIAN KING It was damn near impossible for me find sleep. How the hell could I sleep when my mate wasn't by my side but was with people who were potentially hurting him and possibly stripping him of the happy go luck boy I've grown to truly cherish. It clawed at my heart, just feeling how cold he must be, how scared he must feel and how hungry he probably is. It was impossible for me to stay in one place, my foot shaking consistently as a means to keep me from ripping the whole living room into shreds. f**k. I blamed myself for everything. For letting him leave my side, for letting him wander around without following him, for not being there to save him when he needed saving. I felt so dam

