Loved and Hated by You

Broken Girl

Chapter 5

I woke up in the morning with the knock on the door and found myself in the arm of Richard he held me to his chest. when I tried to free myself, pain shoot through me and I felt breathless, my v****a felt like it was torn apart and my whole body was hit by a truck. Another Knock came. I tried to breathe slowly to let the pain get subsided but soon another knock came.

" Ahanna" Said Tia

"Richard Wake up" said Tia again and soon Richards's phone started to ring. I tried to wake him up by shaking him.

"Richard they are knocking at the door" I said to him and he mumbled something incoherent and pulled me to him again and rubbed his face between my breast and start to sleep again.

"Richard its Tia, She's been knocking on our door for quite some time, Please wake up" I tried to wake him up again, even though I was scared of him after last night, but still I wanted to know why Tia was knocking on our door. I had no idea what time it was as I saw no watch in this room.

When Richard's phone started ringing again, He woke up and answered the phone grudgingly.

" What" he barked in the phone. Tia said something to him and his mood changed completely after that, because he was fully awake now.

"f**k, Fine we will be out in an hour" he said to Tia and I tried to get out of bed and go to the washroom but he held me with my waist and shot me an angry look and now I knew better than to provoke him.

"Should I come naked outside, do you want that now," he said and in an angry tone

" we will come out in an hour, it was our first night what did you expected from us."

" No I am not angry but we need time to get ready, Sis understand and take care of things for me, rather than making things difficult for me"

"Bye" he disconnected the phone and looked at me.

"Where were you trying to run," he asked in a low tone.

I looked at my hands in nervousness, as I was well aware of how cruel he could be with me and my body and heart could not take that again so soon.

" I f*****g asked you a question, are you a mute? Why don't you answer" he lifted my chin and looked me in the eyes his hazel eyes were looking at mine with subdued anger in them.

"Nowhere, i... I thought I should get ready as Tia was knocking on the door, she might have needed us downstairs," I said, tried to divert his attention.

" You will never leave without my permission, am I clear," he asked.

"Yes, so can I go now," I asked while looking at my hands.

"NO," he said and I looked at him in shock, just now he told Tia we will be out of our room soon but here he was not letting me go get the shower. He might have seen the confusion on my face becasue he started to smile.

" You can't go until you fulfill your duties towards me. I am not satisfied yet, last night you blacked out on me and I was left unsatisfied," he said meaningfully to me.

I was still hurting from his last night's torture and was in no condition to have s*x with him again. I knew if I did it will hurt and there was no escaping it, also he won't let me go up till he got what he wanted from me. So, I did what I have learned for so long, it's better to be hurt than let those you love get hurt. I knew I could never go back to my house and I had no choice anymore, I could not kill myself either because if I did my parents will be devasted by the news.

I was trapped in this house and here no one would listen to me. I was Richard's to play with and I realized that after last night, that if I did not comply with him, he will torture me in the worst way. Also, what could I tell my parents that my husband r***d me on our first night, they won't be able to handle this news? My mother she will blame herself for my misfortune.

" Come here" Richards's voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

"Come sit on top of me" he said, I tried to keep myself covered with the sheets but they were snatched from me by Richard.

" What is there to hide I have seen you already, no need to put the front". he said and pulled me on the top of him, he pulled my hairs and started kissing my swollen lips, and once he was done f*****g my mouth, he instructed me to sit on his c**k. Even though he saw the dried blood between my legs, he did not care and wanted to just get off.

once he positioned himself he forced me to sit and I started to feel immense pain in my below region and tear came into my eyes but it did not stop Richard from f*****g me. He was so engrossed in getting off that, he kept hold of my long hairs and kept kissing me on my lips, neck and sucking my breast, Later he could not hold on, so he pushed me beneath him and started thrusting me with full force.

I bit my Lips to keep myself from shouting. I only felt hurt and pain. Soon, I started seeing stars due to pain because I did not recover from his last night torture and he started doing it again with me right after I woke up. I wanted to run away from this nightmare but where could I go after all it was my house now, it left me with a helpless feeling and soon I started to feel numb becasue of the pain.

I was left with no house and no family, no will nurse my pain, hurt anymore. No one to hold me when I shed tears and I realized how my life is gonna be. He came again instead of me with one final thrust and fell on me. I felt my breath left me once he fell upon me. He was too heavy for me to hold. So I started to tap his shoulder to make him get up from me.

" Sorry Darling, you left me dry and I fell on you" he smiled lovingly and kissed my forehead before rolling out of the bed and going inside the shower.

Once he was out and locked the door. I broke down, I started sobbing, I dug my nails in hands to keep myself from shouting and crying loudly. I was missing my family, that warm house, it was cold here and felt chill to my bones. I did not know what wrong I have done, why he behaved like a different person whenever I tried to stop him from hurting me.

I calmed myself down and wiped my tears. My phone started to ring and I looked at the side table where it was lying. I saw my Mom picture on it and I could not stop the sob and once again bridge of my tears broke down but I kept myself in check this time because I did not want my mom to detect, if something was wrong. So I composed myself before taking the call.

"Hello darling" said my Mom in a warm voice and one tear rolled down of my eye by just hearing her voice. After all she was the warmest person in my life, had been my life support up till now.

"Hello Mom, I miss you" I said in a childish voice.

"What happened Ahanna? baby it's only been a day, why do you sound so upset," she asked I knew it, she will know once she heard my voice that I was not happy.

"No mom, it's not like that I just miss you guys, and this house, these people are new for me and you know it will be hard for me to adjust here" I tried to reason with her so that she won't think something was wrong.

"oh my poor baby, you never stayed a day out of your house in your life, so obviously it's going to be a foreign concept for you but you are my daughter and you will be fine, in no time you will adjust there, after all, it is your new house and they are your family as well." she tried to coax me.

" I am trying but it's hard, they are too different from me and I don't like Richard his an asshole," I said angrily.

"Language Ahanna, his your husband now you can't talk about him like this, you have to be open-minded otherwise your relationship won't work, if you stayed so stubborn" she said in an angry tone, she did not like me to abuse at all.

"How can I be an open-minded mom, when the other party is not listening to me, not even trying to understand me, when...when leaving it you won't understand," I said frustratingly, I was not frustrated with her but with my situation and I could not make her sad either.

"Fine I will try harder" I promised her so, she would relax and won't worry about me at home.

"Baby you know that it takes two people to work out a relationship but do you know it takes lots of efforts from a woman to maintain a steady relationship because men tend to give up when things get ugly but a woman she tries with all her might to mend the things" she tried to make me understand things and she knew I would listen to her every advise.

" ok Mom I will do my best and we are leaving tomorrow morning for the Maldives for our honeymoon" I reminded her, So she knows if she could reach me.

" I know that's why I called you today, to check on you," she said.

" Ok I am going I have to get ready and go downstairs now, everyone is waiting for me," I said

" ok baby girl bye, love you" mom said.

" Love you to mom" I said and ended the call.

I was lost in my thoughts when the bathroom door opened and Richard came out in Blue T-shirt and light blue jeans, he was an average looking guy and he had low confidence because he was bald. Also that he did not like his dad much, which he has told me himself on so many occasions.

"you can take the shower now, and get ready I will be going down to check why Tia was making a fuss, so early in the morning" he said while walking towards me. He stood in front of me and smiled, and all the hairs on neck rose because it was that creepy smile.

"Ok," I said and tried to get up with lots of difficulties, my breath stuck in my throat and I started to see the stars, once I stood up, I would have fallen if not for Richard, he held me by my waist and close to his chest.

He pulled the hairs from my face and looked at me with satisfaction, he dipped his had down and claimed my lips, his tongue slipped in my mouth, he started to explore my mouth once again and he was desperate for more but reluctantly he let go my mouth but still kept the firm grip on my hips. he was grinding his member to my stomach. and I felt nauseated by his actions.

" Don't look at me with those dazed eyes, darling, and I never thought, you would just faint by our little exercise in the morning " he said in a hoarse voice.

"You know even though I made love to you so many times, but still my member wants to stay buried inside of your soft and juicy p***y" he said while licking my ear and biting it.

"mmm" I moaned even though I did not like his crude words my ears were sensitive and he misunderstood.

"I so want to bury deep inside of you and want to keep thrusting in you until I become one with you, I want to claim you, no I want to possess you," he said in a possessive tone and licking my neck and started sucking my tendre skin.

" As much I want to f**k you right here right now, I can't and you have to come down as well, so go get ready, after all, we will be all alone for 7 days and I will make sure, you won't be able to leave the bed" he chuckled and slapped my butt and I winced and he pushed me towards the bathroom.

" Darling try not to fall and break your neck in the bathroom when I am not there to hold you" he laughed.

I just went inside, Once inside I locked the door because I was scared that Richard might follow me here and have s*x with me again. I would die of this bone-splitting pain which I was feeling in my southern region. I came in front of a full-length mirror I was still holding the bedsheet.

I let it go and saw the brutal assault of Richard on my body. My eyes were puffy for crying with a red rim in it, my lips were tettered and swollen, my body was cover in teeth marks and fingerprints, in some places, there were scratch marks as well. My n*****s were swollen as well with teeth marks on them, with dried blood between my legs.

When I looked in my eyes I only saw a Broken and dead girl in it. This is how I felt inside as well, with no hope and only with the dark future. I was not a brave girl, to begin with and I had no idea how long will I be able to hold on to my life either.