To love and Be Unloved

Chapter 2 : Mine

"Not to make you mad all over again bro but she does have a point, I mean it is what it is honestly, it's just Jae is always doing stuff for you as if she owed you in some way, I have never heard that girl be selfish or really put her foot down towards you." Drake spoke over the game but before he could continue Zane cut him off, "Not always, you have it wrong. " he snapped feeling like Drake was always taking Jae's side in things -Drake did see Jae as the little sister he needed to protect even when she didn't need it- "Bro, Jae helped you pack and move, she did the renter intake form, she cleaned and drove you to work and picked you up everyday for 2 weeks while your car was in the shop; she is always doing everything for you my man.. yeah get silent because you know I am right. " Drake shot at Zane; "Shhh Can you hear her?" Zane asked Drake over the headset, they both got quiet as the empty hallway carried Jaelynn's singing down to the room "Even when the world blows up, I will be by your side..." one of Jae's favorite songs by Pink. The small melody made Zane think of the nickname he gave her after he first heard her sing, Jae-bird was first a small joke until it caught on with a few close friends -Even though only Zane and Drake knew the actual reason for the name- Jae never sang when others were around so it was a rarity to hear, everyone assumed it was because of her dark blue hair that fell in easy waves down her back.

Jae continued to sing as she made the rest of her homemade Flautas, ranch dip and white queso with spinach; feeling satisfied with all the dishes complete and dessert in the oven Jae sang louder enjoying the stress free environment that usually was rare in her normally chaotic life; Zane got distracted by the singing "Crap" he thought to himself as he pictured Jae in the kitchen still in her work clothes -that she hated- blue waves of her hair falling in her face as she cooked; soft waves making her frustrated as they came untucked which Zane could now imagine Jae wrinkling her nose and sighing as she gave up the fight with the loose untamed strands.

"Think of anything else come on brain." Zane thought to himself again but no matter what he couldn't stop thinking about his best friend and how painfully rock hard she made him; Zane pictured taking Jae up against the the kitchen wall, her legs wrapped around him with their fingers entangled as he took her hard and slow making her moan softly in his ear feeling both of their breaths getting hotter. "Get it together Zane you are the one that said no more after new year's Eve" -and all for her because he felt he was using her- Zane silently scolded himself for wanting to be selfish with Jae as always, it didn't help that now he had memories of New year's Eve flashing through his head. ..

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New year's Eve

4 months ago

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After his new year's Eve party started early, Zane was buzzed and looking for his next hook up that was until Jae walked in wearing a short sparkling blue dress that matched her hair and he black high heels that made him lose any restraint he has ever had towards her, he had to act like he wasn't even phased one bit by how beautiful his best friend looked; as most everyone started in on a drinking game at the table, Zane couldn't help but want to look for Jae to join as his eyes moved around the crowded space, finally finding her dancing with some guy he didn't know that well; Anger took over as he watched Jae smiling while moving to the music against this other guy, not spilling one drop from her cup. As if she could feel his gaze, Jae looked over to see Zane at the head of the table leaning back in the chair sipping his beer eyes locked on her and not the game in front of him; Jae stopped and walked towards the kitchen to make another drink ignoring Zane's silent beckoning as he motioned for her to walk his way, she watched Zane to make sure he didn't get up and start something with her new dance partner as he started to stand up and walk in that direction.

Zane turned towards Jae and pointed at the crowded table, Jae shrugged her shoulders in response ehich only prompted Zane to take the short steps remaining between them; he pulled Jae towards the chair and sat pulling her into his lap so he could keep her close to make sure no one else tried to go for her. "Mine" Zane whispered into Jae's ear against the loud music and placed his arm around her waist, a reminder to all those around that Jae was his territory and going bear her would mean trouble that wasn't worth it; Not caring if anyone saw Zane slipped his hand under the black jacket he placed on Jae not long ago, his hand hooking Jae's leg as he moved his fingers teasing her through the lace fabric, giving her the reminder as well as to where and who she belongs to. Making her dig her nails into his leg as he went deeper with his teasing, sinking at first one finger and then a second into Jae's most sensitive secret place, Jae did everything not to bring attention to this moment knowing it was more punishment than pleasure, she softly arched her body against Zane acting as if she was stretching "F**cking MINE, always my girl. " Zane cursed out softly as he leaned forward; how badly he wanted to take her against the table and say screw everyone and the game -not that anyone would have cared Zane was seen as head of the table for their side of the city so he got away with whatever he wanted- but Zane refrained because Jae wasn't the girl that deserved to be done that way no matter how badly he wanted to sometimes so he could remind her of who she belonged to.

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Now

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"Earth to Zane! Yo bro where did you go? " Drake yelled bringing him back from his trip down memory lane, Zane shook his head "Sorry her singing got me man, it took me for a minute but I am back now. " he commented, as soon as the words were out Zane heard a small laugh come from the bedroom door; he looked up to see Jae leaning against the threshold, the way she looked made him instantly hard it hurt and focusing on her smile wasn't helping either, he watched as Jae ran her tongue across her lips removing the evidence of chocolate making him even more painfully hard for her.

"Sorry to interrupt you but dinner is ready and so is dessert, both are nice and hot." Jae smiled "Looks like you still need a moment to come back from wherever my singing took you to, I will be in the dining room." she laughed as she walked away making sure Zane knew she heard the conversation. "Hey I will hit you up when I'm back, I'm gonna go eat then smoke." Zane told Drake before they both hung up, Zane walked to the kitchen were he saw Jae opening two bottles of beer; blue waves falling almost half way down her back, still wearing her okeated skirt and heels with her button up black shirt undone and being disposed of revealing her neon green tank top -One thing about Jae is she lived everything bright and neon- as she fought the sleeves.

That was it Zane couldn't fight it anymore, he crossed the kitchen closing in on Jae looking at her like prey he sounds her around and waisted no time bringing her lips to his; their tongues funding each other as Zane moved his hand under her skirt pulling her panties to the side and finding her most secret sensitive place, making her moan with his fingers against Zane's mouth only prolonging him to torture her more; Jae tilted her head back as Zane moved down her neck, kissing each sweet spot one last time before moving his hand to lift her leg around his waist, freeing his hard erection he held her against the counter as he entered her, making her scream and loan as he took her hard and slow, drawing each movement out, "Sh*t yes being inside of you feels so good my pretty little Jae-bird!" Zane exclaimed as he began to live faster being prompted by the sounds coming from Jae's mouth; "Please don't stop" Jae begged between moans as Zane picked up his pace even faster, "Mine" Zane whispered against her ear with each thrust making Jae scream out, "I said Mine!" Zane pulled away and thrust harder into Jae until she answered "Yes yours" with a slight sadness to it.

"Please don't stop, you feel so good" Jae kept begging, Zane was ready to feel her fall apart; it felt way too good to stop. "Oh baby!" Zane half moaned and half yelled as she shattered all over him, holding his Jae up against the counter as he found his own release inside his best friend.