You, me & infertility

Year 2

Days had past, Katy was heartbroken not knowing what to do. Her heart torn into two. Her head saying one thing but her heart saying another , the two were at war and Katy was drained.

Katy spent her days wondering what had gone wrong , why she wasn’t enough. Gary had tried to get back in touch with her . She ignored him , every text and every phone call. Until one day she replied. The two went around and around in circles l, arguing about the same thing over and over again. Gary didn’t have an excuse for doing what he did. Katy felt hatred for him. For breaking her trust after knowing about her ex.

During the days they spent not talking or arguing a handsome young man named Jake had been in Katy’s messages. Making her feel special, giving her the attention she needed after the Gary situation.

One night Jake offered Katy to go for a drive. Katy agreed. Jake picked Katy up in his black Ford Focus, he drove back to his home town which was no more than a ten minute drive.

They spent the night watching Tv until Jake placed his hand on Katy’s thigh trailing up towards her sweet spot.

“Tell me to stop if this isn’t what you want” Jake said as he leant in for a kiss. His hand undoing the button on Katy’s jeans.

Katy was silent, there was a burning in the pit of her stomach. It had been so long since she had slept with someone , the last person being her ex. She shifted up slightly to make it easier for Jake to remove her jeans and underwear.

Jake got off the sofa and kneeled on the floor between Katy’s legs. He spread her legs to reveal Katy’s special place. Jake instantly got to work with slow , subtle movements with his tongue up and down her c**t. Katy placed her hand on the top of Jakes head. The pleasure of his tongue had Katy’s whole body stiffen, she was reaching the point of ecstasy. She took a handful of Jakes hair and let out a moan, her body started to shake as she reached the point of no return. Jake lifted Katy from the sofa and placed her on her back on the floor. It went in for approximately twenty minutes, he thrusted in and out of her making her orgasm over and over again until she tapped out. Just as she was saying she couldn’t take no more Jake released himself into her.

Katy was pleased both mentally and physically, she thought maybe she could give Jake a chance to be more than a friend with benefits. However after they finished getting back into their clothes Jake rushed Katy out of the house for him to drive her home.

Jake had continued to message Katy but the messages were blunt and the same conversations over and over everyday. Katy couldn’t help but feel guilty that she had allowed herself to go that far with another guy when she could have given Gary a proper chance. He had told Katy that he wanted to be with her but she had never listened.

As time went by Katy was battling headaches , she knew it was guilt. She had to speak to Gary. Katy rang Gary and told him everything.

She told him that she was still upset about him lying about sleeping with someone and told him about Jake. She wasn’t sure about how much detail to go in. She wasn’t sure how Gary would react if she had mentioned every detail about that night , about Jake making her sky high from orgasms. She left out that part but did tell Gary that they had s*x. He was heartbroken but had no reason to judge.

Again , they went days without speaking. Eventually Gary gave in and messaged Katy saying he wanted to try again. He wanted to get to know her properly so that they can eventually move on from this and become a proper couple.

Katy agreed.