Before the trial, Neil came to see me at the cemetery. He brought a piece of strawberry cake. Rain had soaked a corner of the box, and the frosting had started to melt. "You never used to like sweets." He opened the box and set a plastic fork beside it. "After you were pregnant, you woke up one night craving cake with frosting. I checked every bakery for three blocks, and all I could find was a slice of strawberry cake. You were so happy eating it. You even asked if our child would like strawberries too." His voice broke. I stood beside my headstone, remembering that night. That night, he came home frozen, the tip of his nose red from the cold. I sat up in bed eating cake while he crouched beside me and watched with a smile. He took my hand and promised that on our 10th anniversa

