***** Cloe POV *****
I woke up in a cold sweat. I don't know why but I was dreaming of a man whos face I could not see. Still feeling dread in the pit of my stomach I got up to go to the bathroom an throw up. After washing my face I rubbed my little bump. It's so funny no one has seem to notice it but me, well If I didn't know I was pregnant I wouldn't have picked up on it either. We been gone for a whole month now and I miss Jarrod so badly I couldn't think straight. I walked to the kitchen to get some water bypassing Ryan sleep on the couch. He had to just fall asleep cause his phone was still unlocked. I eased it up and found Jarrod's number walked out to the deck and pressed to call "Hello" I stood there froze after hearing his sexy voice. "Hello is anybody there" I finally gained my composure an spoke back "Quin" I could hear bumping then he said "Cloe is it really you, are you ok, where are you" I let out a dry chuckle and responded "Hold on one question at a time. Yes I'm fine...….Quin...….I I'm pregnant." I could hear the phone drop and then I felt the phone being snatched from my hand. "Are you crazy what are you doing" Ryan said then looked at his phone. "s**t, WE gotta go" he grabbed my arm pulling me back into the villa and calling for his jet to be fueled and ready. He grabbed a few things threw them into a suitcase yelling " Only get important s**t everything else can be replaced" and headed to the door. Before we could make it to the boat someone grabbed me as Ryan turned to see what was going on he was shot and fell into the water. I couldn't do anything but scream as the man picked me up an carried me to our destination.
I was flown back home an the man took me to Jarrod's house. He opened the door and pulled me into a hug then looking me over. He was talking but I couldn't hear a word of what he said, I was thinking about Ryan. Was he dead he just can't be. Tears rolled down my face and I fell to the floor. Jarrod picked me up an carried me from the foyer to his room. I jumped out of his arms and said "If Ryan is dead I'll never forgive you" he stepped back looked at me and I could see the anger grow in his face, "Are you fuckin him?" he asked coldly and very loud. I wanted to tell him the complete truth but don't feel up to arguing so I yelled back "He's my friend Quin and if he dies or is already dead I won't forgive you ever, I I just cant." I ran out the room and out the front door before he could speak again still shedding tears .
A couple of week pass and I've been held up in my house like my life depended on it. Only opening the door for Kee foolish ass and the food delivery guy. I don't think I could have made it without Kee, I'm glad she's my best friend. Katie left a message of termination for missed days but f**k her I could care less, usually the DON does that but I know why she would want to do so, I bet she wished it was face to face. Lord knows she wudda regretted dat s**t doe. Jarrod came over everyday around the same time, I guess he's hoping I'd eventually open the door. I can't look at him right now, even if I miss him like crazy. It'll be Ryan's birthday in two more days and just thinking that he was killed before his 30th made me cry an knowing Jarrod had it done made me cry even more. I walked upstairs an laid across my bed thinking.
"Hey hoe, who da fuk is you an why you in my house" as the girl turned around I could see it was me. Ah no but she looked like me. She looked me up and down and smiled "Hi I'm Jannette, and you must be Cloe" s**t Moe must finally broke threw fuk. "Hello?...Well I've already meet Moe an she sum else" She continued. "Yeah I get that a lot from people." "Oh ok umm well I'm actually glad we could meet because there's something I would like to talk to you about" and she stepped closer to me. "Well speak shid look like we got sum tym" and I sat down. "Well what I wanted to talk about is merging. I can't go back into the world like I am, I'm to scared and weak" I looked at her and raised one brow "What tha fuk you mean merging an what that got to do with me" she let out a sigh "This means we will be one, you'll have all my memories but the weakest will ses to exist while the strongest of us will gain control." I narrowed my eyes at her "An Moe agreed to this?" she flopped on the bed "Nope I didn't ask her" I turned to her "Now I'm confused, If she doesn't agree how will we merge" she laughed "It only takes two an she'll automatically be merged" I walked around in circles weighing this s**t out. "You know we are all one actually anyway. We just some how split" she spoke up. "An you won't have to worry about Moe breaking thru after the baby is born" I knew she was right but it still feels like I'd be betraying my sister. I have to agree tho this baby is what's important to me an we all needed to be one to protect him or her. "Ok so how dis s**t gone go down" she stood and walked over to me. She was close enough that I could feel her light breath brushing across the top of my lips. She then lifted her hands to my face cupping my cheeks and said "All you have to do is love yourself, even though its hard. Nobody can love you like you" and she kissed me hard. I cant even describe how I felt as she deepend the kiss, a soul grabbing light engulfed us into a void. I could feel tears roll down my face but they weren't from sorrow. I felt as if I was home after being trapped in a dungeon or something far away. As memories began to flood my mind and my body absorbed the light, I felt something I had not felt. Love for myself, I love myself. Don't get me wrong I've always had the big head, I knew I was beautiful and every thang. But loving yourself is something deeper. How can you love another individual if you don't love you. Everything makes perfect sense now.
***** Matthews POV *****
Moe and I had just got threw having s*x, Lord knows she does something to me. She it for me everything I want wrapped in on. Don't get me wrong I love men but I like women too. See running into her alter Cloe was an accident I was catching up with Ryan, which he has been undercover since before he was out of high school. Technically he graduated at the age of twelve and came out the academy with flying colors so I put him undercover to befriend Jarrod Quinn so I could take down Joshua his father. Oh an to be honest Ryan is my brother. Anyway I walked to the kitchen so I could call the hospital for an update on his condition. I'm glad I decided to check up on his ass when I did or he'd be dead. I got there just as he was being shot and once the person doing the shooting left I fished him out the water. "Um yes I was calling to check on a Ryan Maze" the voice on the other end "Are you a relative of Mr. Maze" sounding ghetto as fuk. "I am" I stated a little irritated. "Well... Mr. Maze woke up two hours ago-" I cut her off "Why was I not notified. There are specific instructions to notify me one he was awake." she said with a snotty attitude "Anyway rudeness Mr. Maze left the premises against doctors advisory. Now you notified" and she hung up. That's that s**t. That's why I hate stanken ass bitches. Now I gotta go find this nigga, as if I got not enough s**t to do. I walked back to the room to see Moe having some type of seizure. I grabbed my mouth gag and put in her mouth so she didn't bit her tongue an propped her head on my lap. As her eyes rolled to the back of he head and her body convulsed, I stroked her hair. That's all I could think to do an as the convulsing began to subside I prayed that nothing serious happened to her, like a brain aneurism or something. My mind was racing, so I grabbed a pillow off the bed and placed under her head and started to leave the room to get my phone from the kitchen. Before I made it to the door she groaned and started to sit up. Her eyes fixated on me then she looked around. Damn I guess Moe has left the building.