LYANNA'S POV
I'm such an embarrassment. I can't believe I allowed my emotions to get the best of me, causing me to break down in the middle of a school parking lot and that too in front of all these people. Someone hand me a gun, please. It's about time I ended this once and for all.
But you see, the problem is I hadn't meant to. At all. But I'd been trying to keep the whole thing inside since I heard about it yesterday. I've been trying to keep up a strong front, trying to be strong and pretending that everything was okay. That I was alright. Somehow, I just lost control of it all, and everything came crashing down. You know, this is the exact reason why wise men warn us never to bottle up our emotions. They tried, but we never listened. And now, look. Just look at me.
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