XANDER'S POV. I thought about Lyanna's question all through as I took a shower and got ready for bed. I expected that question; I was on the lookout for it, as a matter of fact. But for some reason, it still felt almost like it caught me off guard. It's probably because she hadn't asked when I had expected her to. That night when I was forced to relive the most horrible night of my life, the night when I told Lyanna everything about myself, that was the night I had been expecting that particular question. That was the night I had been prepared and ready to answer her if she happened to ask, and if she'd gotten around to ask that night, I really would have answered her and that too truthfully. Tonight though, it's kind of difficult to explain. It was almost as if I was stumbling on the wo

