Kay It's been two slow, horrible weeks, and I haven't heard anything from the boys yet. Carl's number is always off, and it scares the hell out of me. I haven't seen Rico either. I even went to Carl's house only to find unknown men there. I terribly miss him, and I'm hoping he won't be mad at me for standing up for his brother. Fuck, I wouldn't mind if Marcello or Theo were here, annoying me right now. What if they are dead? No, no, no, stop thinking about that s**t. I would give anything to see Carl right now. I want him to be here. "You are not eating honey," I lift my gaze from the full plate of pasta to look at Andrea. She's doing so well so far, her beauty is back, and she's a gorgeous piece of work. Her black hair is tied up in a clean ponytail, and her face is made up. S

