Mia. Just say it," I defeatedly mumble, feeling lost. "I'm sorry, Mia, he couldn't make it." I don't even know when my phone dropped on the floor. Without the energy of picking it up, my legs, on their own accord, lead me out of the stall like a zombie. Everything and everyone around me blurs, and all I can do is cry. The day I had been dreading came so early and found me unprepared. God, this is so hard. I have been walking for hours now, and I don't even feel tired. I just want to be away from the world. I hate how reality slaps so hard. Maybe if I stay away some more, I will eventually wake up from this horrid dream. I spot a beach and decide to take refuge in the water. The place is calm with the tender evening sun. Families and couples are all over, having fun and enj

