Kay Santino I don't know what I am doing, but I know I feel safe in his arms. Wherever my anger disappeared to, I have no idea. When I looked into his eyes and saw how sincere and desperate he was, the anger dissipated on its own accord. I had not even started doing the things I planned to do to Alex. The list I prepared was so long, and his death would have been more gruesome. Carl took that chance from me. Ana came with a poison that would have caused him a great deal of pain. I wanted to see him beg me to end it, and I would have ignored him and watched him take all the pain to his last breath. Carl ruined that by giving him the easy way out. He did him a f*****g favour and I am supposed to be so mad at him, but the anger doesn't wanna stay. I sigh in defeat and wrap my hands a

