Wild Eyes

chapter 1 Switch

"I need fun and adventure in my life! Not to freaking settle down with the first guy that's hot! I am not going down that rabbit hole again! f**k THAT! I literally just want a friend with benefits type of thing! Not a damn relationship where someone always ends up being too damn clingy!" I say to my best friend Ann as I take a puff off the joint we've been toking for what feels like the past hour.

Ive never been lucky in love, and really have no desire to love any man ever again especially after my last 2 relationships. I'm a divorced 22 year old and after only being married for a year, I divorced last year right after I turned 21. I'm so thankful to be away from that abusive piece of s**t. After one of my many hospital trips I learned I was partially deaf in my left ear from being "clumsy" all the time. (aka him beating the s**t out of me) I filed a DVP and divorced his ass in September.

Then at the beginning of this year I was dating this guy who was easy on the eyes and a very smooth talker. We had only been dating for about 2 months and got engaged for about a month. I realized how stupid I was being and called everything off. Crazy right? Like I said I have never been lucky in love so why the hell chase it?

I pass the joint to Ann and lay back on her bed.

"Chas, what if I told you that I've been keeping a secret for about a week and I think it may be what you're wanting right now?" Ann peeked my interest. She never keeps secrets from me!

"Okay? Like what? What deep dark secret could you possibly be hiding?" I said as I giggled through one of her many coughing fits. She can't handle the chronic.

"Uggh! I can't breathe!! How in the Hell do you smoke that s**t all the damn time!!"

"Because this b***h needs to relax! Now spill whatever juicy details you have!"

"First off, do you remember me telling you about that guy I met at that party two weeks ago?" Ann asks me as she leans over and grabs her phone from the night stand.

I exhale, "Yea I thinks so, is he the one that spanked you?"

"Yes that guy!" Her cheeks flame up red. There's a ten year gap between us so she has a lot more stories! Shes always been very lucky when it came to getting laid one of the many things I love about her. We're both very flirty! I guess I'm just too much a b***h for most men. I also get bored very easily. I just refuse to take s**t that most women just deal with. We're both curvy women. Ann looks thicker then me, but thats only because my little bestie is only 5'2 while I'm 5'5. We look and act almost like polar opposites of each other. Shes the ice and I'm the fire. She has huge t**s like DDD huge, crystal blue eyes, cupid bow lips, porcelain skintone, and long brown hair. Meanwhile I'm sitting over here with my barely filling up a D cup t**s, pouty lips, dark brown almost black eyes that change to a honey color when I'm happy, and tan skin.

"I'm trying to find his picture!" She says as she scrolls through pictures of all her potential prospects. "Do you remember what I've told you about b**m?"

I halfway rolled my eyes. Bondage and Discipline, Dominance and Submission, Sadochism and Masochism yea yea I've done some research that s**t is nuts!

"Kinda? Ropes and chains and s**t right?" I take another deep hit. I exhaled slowly blowing it in her direction. Her full attention on her phone as she types a way and hits send real fast. She fanned her hand and scrunched her nose. She continues to scroll.

"My secret is that he wants to be my Dom and I his sub!"

She has got to be kidding me! His sub??

"His sub like some kind of pet??"

She giggles face turning even more red, "Well there's certain situations that it would seem that way. He's messaging. I have to answer as soon as he messages me, or I get punished. Not that I would mind!"

Punished!?! She HAS to message right away?? Nuts! This is freaking Nuts!

"Ann this doesn't even begin to sound healthy! So you're in a relationship with this guy??" She is not the type for relationships. Her ex-husband was a lot like mine and couldn't keep his hands to himself. Thats another reason why we work so well as best friends. Neither one of us want a relationship because we've been through the same crap.

"Not a relationship like boyfriend and girlfriend, but Dom and Sub! He'll give me exactly what I need sexually without the commitment of having a boyfriend!"

"That sounds more like my girl!" I laugh as I pretend to wipe sweat off my forehead. "Thought you were gonna get all lovey dovey on me!" We both burst out laughing.

"Not hardly! " She starts to scroll though her pictures again. "The guy Im talking about wants to be my Dom, but first he wants me to find one more girl to also be his sub and to have threesomes with. Yay! I found him!!" She turns her phone around and holy hell I choked on my hit, and my mouth hit the floor!

This hot ass tanned Italian with the brightest smile I've ever seen with wild hazel eyes was starring back at me from Anns iphone. "THATS the guy!? Ann hes hot as hell!!" I grab her phone to examine him closer.

She yanks her phone back while laughing at my reaction, "Yes thats him, and I've been talking about you to him."

"Uhh, why??"

She smiles at me, does her signature innocent shrug, with her hand flipped up by her shoulder.

"I dunno?" Innocent my ass. She laughs and continues to type away on her phone.

I bite my lip, I can only imagine what this Italian God could do to my p***y, but there's things about that whole b**m s**t that I'm just not comfortable with and never plan on doing!

"That guy oozes Dominance. If I can feel that from a picture, what would happen in person? He's kind of intimidating!" I flop back onto the bed, and start twirling my hair.

"That's kind of the thrill! Isn't it?"

Ann looks at me hopeful! "C'mon! Just give it a try and see what you think. Please? Just once? I'll be there with you! It'll be fun! We can drink and smoke then have some fun!" She has got to be kidding me. Although I have had one threesome before this, it just seems a lot different.

"Ann you have never even had a threesome! What about this guy makes you want to do one with me?" I asked her while I watch her type away on her phone.

"What are you saying to him??" I try to snatch her phone, but she was too fast and hopped off the bed as I follow after her.

" Well he asked if I had a roommate, and thats when I started telling him about you. We haven't actually had any dom/sub screens yet! He just spanked me and we f****d. I told him that I really don't think you're going to be okay with it. You're not really that type of person."

What did she mean by that? Not that she was wrong, but still.

"What do you mean not that type of person?" I arch my eyebrow.

"You wouldn't even know how to submit, Chas. That's all I mean. You've been through so much I think it would probably freak you out is all! It's extremely intense when you do a scene with a true Dom. Ive never let you into this side of my world because you've always laughed it off and called me a freak."

"Because it's freaky Ann!! Not that I meant you are a freak! You're twisting my words."

"Okay so that's a no? He won't stop asking!"

I bite my lip. What if I just give it one shot. I haven't been laid in so long!

"You'll be there the whole time?"

"Of course! I wouldn't leave you!"

"Tell him I'll give it one chance, one shot. Thats it! No relationship and I'm not saying I want to be a full time sub." She smiles real big, and her eyes light up as she begins to laugh.

"Chas you are anything but a full time sub. A switch definitely, but never truly a Sub." She starts to type away on her phone to him. What the hell am I thinking!

"Umm he wants to speak to you." Ann says as she shows me the message.

'Give her my number and tell her to text me'

I quickly look up to her. Why would he need to speak to me.

"Why? Can't you just handle everything?"

She types out her message and hits send.

*Ping* Damn instant reply. I could get used to that.

"Chas, just talk to him! If you're going to do this we need to get you used to submitting to him. First, text him like he said! You're not screwing him! You're just texting him!"

"Ugh okay! What's this guys name anyway??"

"Brett Douglas, if I remember correctly."

"I don't call him by name."

"Well then what do you call him?"

She giggles and looks down, "Daddy"

"Umm what!?" She is out of her damn mind now!

"Thats what he likes to be called!" She shrugs. "and I think its hot as hell!"

"I won't be calling him that!" There is no way in hell I'm going to call someone that I am screwing Daddy! Nope! No way! Not gonna happen!!

"We'll see."

"Damn straight we'll see!"

Okay, here goes nothing. Deep Breath!

'Hey It's Chasity, Ann's Roommate. Is this Brett?'